The most relevant fact here is that, other than jerking off in private with girly magazines, what I wanted to do most was to watch other boys. I was fascinated with the variations in penis size and shape and seeing them grow erect. I found it immensely stimulating to watch them pleasure themselves, sharing their excitement, and to see them ejaculate. So, driven by youthful hormones, I set out to do just that. I did it two different ways: sneaking around spying on guys (and a few girls) unawares; and luring guys into the masturbation trap so I could secretly watch them.