Thoughts on Girly Pics and Masturbation
I vividly remember the startling effect that pictures of naked girls had on me when I was a kid.
– instant erection!
– burning desire!
– compulsion to masturbate!
– intense sexual excitement that would last until orgasm!
It was a transformative experience, that discovery at age twelve. I already knew about the fun and fulfillment of masturbation, but it had been just a matter of playing with my favorite toy, this secret dirty thing I did because it felt good.
The syndrome wasn’t complete until I added the stimulus of pornography. Mild though the pictures were, by today’s standards, they had the effect described above – guaranteed! Together porn and masturbation created an irresistible entertainment, one that immediately became an important part of my life – the acquisition and hoarding of pornography, and the self-indulgent enjoyment of masturbating while staring at the pictures.