Onania Masturbator Forum: Confession of Masturbation

In the Onania Masturbator Forum, a Masturbator Wrote:

Guys! I Love your replies and especially that MASTURBATION is happening as some of you read my post. It makes me feel so naked! My pants are coming off as I can no longer resist. The many ways I masturbated as a teenager are coming to mind from endless pillow humping to putting my upended rock hard cock against my powerful stereo speakers while feeling up my firm ass! Oh how mother knew!! And the shame made me penis beating crazy! I made hands off orgasms all over the place and my mirror. My pillows and sheets were always stained with my cum and the times mother pulled down my pants to spank me, my pleasure would increase and I could not possibly stop my love pleasure sessions for hours every night. I was doing the up and down off and on and adoring my hardness. Panting and gasping became unstoppable with the beautiful agony of aching to cum but needing more and more sexual near orgasms as my penis pulsated and I fixated on total pleasure exhaustion. …

 

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Guys! I Love your replies and especially that MASTURBATION is happening as some of you read my post. It makes me feel so naked! My pants are coming off as I can no longer resist. The many ways I masturbated as a teenager are coming to mind from endless pillow humping to putting my upended rock hard cock against my powerful stereo speakers while feeling up my firm ass! Oh how mother knew!! And the shame made me penis beating crazy! I made hands off orgasms all over the place and my mirror. My pillows and sheets were always stained with my cum and the times mother pulled down my pants to spank me, my pleasure would increase and I could not possibly stop my love pleasure sessions for hours every night. I was doing the up and down off and on and adoring my hardness. Panting and gasping became unstoppable with the beautiful agony of aching to cum but needing more and more sexual near orgasms as my penis pulsated and I fixated on total pleasure exhaustion. I swear my writhing and hip humping kept me fit! I also rammed my cock in a tube I made for it between my two bed mattresses with my mirror placed to watch myself humping into it, totally naked and always wondering if mother would catch me again. This idea made me feel so incredibly exposed and that really excited me. I stared intensely at a perfect female ass in Playboy and took polaroid picture of my cock, one rubbing up against a mirror. I ached for a masturbation buddy but had no idea how to go about it. I think I knew that gender did not concern me and only thought that two cocks would be twice the pleasure. Closer and closer to orgasm without shooting off was an obsession but it always came to the point that I could not possibly stop making my mess knowing that mother would look for it. For some reason I did not use tissues to catch my enormous ejaculations. I loved to watch my cum fly across the room as I wanted to just scream! Mmmm!!! My penis is on fire!11 To cum is wonderful, the climbing there divine! “Oh God!” we exclaim! Now would I have become such a MASTURBATOR without mother’s shame? I wonder as I start beating off again as my wife sleeps and like mother, knows all about me. Please CUM for me, but not yet1! I want cocks being really well MASTURBATED and you to tell me about it! Lets make a mess with the beauty of creation bursting hard in our hands. Indeed I am very excited and getting off between posting my words, My cock demands so much pumping and my ass aches for spanking! Mmmmm!!! I am a CHRONIC MASTURBATOR and love the sex pleasure heights as a nude and naked expression of beauty! Cocks are beautiful, The shaft, head and balls. I find firm tits beautiful, like the ones on my first gorgeous redhead girlfriend who masturbated me begging!! That is a story for later. Now I am so willingly perverse as I dance my cock and fountain fantasy cum on my writing, shooting all over my computer. Oh! F**k1!! Ohhhh!!! I am a masturbation slave. I am now using my vibrator which my wife can hear. I still cannot use a tissue as I love to anticipate launching my cum into the air. I have stood in the bathroom and desperately moaned loudly while my wife sleeps. Sometimes I have to and she does not seem to mind but I know she does not really understand my prolonged penis teasing as she did not understand in our married sex why I wanted to be hard in her for half the night! She still has nice tits and ass which I think about as I think about beating off at the bottom of the bed. I would like an older man to masturbate to my unacceptable behavior and take pictures of my smooth body. I would dress in fishnet stocking if that really got him off. I have had and love phone sex with men. What else can I say? MMMMmmmmm…MASTURBATION!!!

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Guys! I Love your replies and especially that MASTURBATION is happening as some of you read my post. It makes me feel so naked! My pants are coming off as I can no longer resist. The many ways I masturbated as a teenager are coming to mind from endless pillow humping to putting my upended rock hard cock against my powerful stereo speakers while feeling up my firm ass! Oh how mother knew!! And the shame made me penis beating crazy! I made hands off orgasms all over the place and my mirror. My pillows and sheets were always stained with my cum and the times mother pulled down my pants to spank me, my pleasure would increase and I could not possibly stop my love pleasure sessions for hours every night. I was doing the up and down off and on and adoring my hardness. Panting and gasping became unstoppable with the beautiful agony of aching to cum but needing more and more sexual near orgasms as my penis pulsated and I fixated on total pleasure exhaustion. I swear my writhing and hip humping kept me fit! I also rammed my cock in a tube I made for it between my two bed mattresses with my mirror placed to watch myself humping into it, totally naked and always wondering if mother would catch me again. This idea made me feel so incredibly exposed and that really excited me. I stared intensely at a perfect female ass in Playboy and took polaroid picture of my cock, one rubbing up against a mirror. I ached for a masturbation buddy but had no idea how to go about it. I think I knew that gender did not concern me and only thought that two cocks would be twice the pleasure. Closer and closer to orgasm without shooting off was an obsession but it always came to the point that I could not possibly stop making my mess knowing that mother would look for it. For some reason I did not use tissues to catch my enormous ejaculations. I loved to watch my cum fly across the room as I wanted to just scream! Mmmm!!! My penis is on fire!11 To cum is wonderful, the climbing there divine! “Oh God!” we exclaim! Now would I have become such a MASTURBATOR without mother’s shame? I wonder as I start beating off again as my wife sleeps and like mother, knows all about me. Please CUM for me, but not yet1! I want cocks being really well MASTURBATED and you to tell me about it! Lets make a mess with the beauty of creation bursting hard in our hands. Indeed I am very excited and getting off between posting my words, My cock demands so much pumping and my ass aches for spanking! Mmmmm!!! I am a CHRONIC MASTURBATOR and love the sex pleasure heights as a nude and naked expression of beauty! Cocks are beautiful, The shaft, head and balls. I find firm tits beautiful, like the ones on my first gorgeous redhead girlfriend who masturbated me begging!! That is a story for later. Now I am so willingly perverse as I dance my cock and fountain fantasy cum on my writing, shooting all over my computer. Oh! F**k1!! Ohhhh!!! I am a masturbation slave. I am now using my vibrator which my wife can hear. I still cannot use a tissue as I love to anticipate launching my cum into the air. I have stood in the bathroom and desperately moaned loudly while my wife sleeps. Sometimes I have to and she does not seem to mind but I know she does not really understand my prolonged penis teasing as she did not understand in our married sex why I wanted to be hard in her for half the night! She still has nice tits and ass which I think about as I think about beating off at the bottom of the bed. I would like an older man to masturbate to my unacceptable behavior and take pictures of my smooth body. I would dress in fishnet stocking if that really got him off. I have had and love phone sex with men. What else can I say? MMMMmmmmm…MASTURBATION!!! I Confess!!!

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I confess that I haven’t had penetrative sex for 7 weeks. It started out innocent enough. First week went by, no big deal. Then we had some busy schedules. We had an illness run through our household for a couple weeks. Then I started to like it; it made me feel like such a masturbator. A good masturbator. I would then avoid the subject with my wife and even turned down advances a couple times under the guise of being too tired or not in the mood (which was 100% honest). I started to have an element of pride that my penis hadn’t been inside of anything. It’s such an exciting and arousing state to be a “true” masturbator. That all ended last night though as my wife insisted on sex. I didn’t have much choice in the matter so I obliged. She used her mouth to make my penis erect and then she got on top of me and slid her vagina over my penis. That moment of being completely inserted inside of her I lost that pride of being a masturbator as I was now a normal sexually active male. We both seemed to enjoy it (although it was not as good as masturbating). Towards the end though, my masturbator ego emerged again. I no longer thought about how I was having sex, I turned my focus solely to the sensations of my cock. For the last minute or two, I was no longer in the slippery walls of a real vagina, but rather this warm sleeve was pleasuring my penis. Much as I masturbate, my focus was only on the sensations of my penis until her vagina collected my semen. While I’m sure this would bother many, I loved that even though sexually active I’m still a devoted masturbator. This experience was also a reminder of how great masturbating is.

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I like The Masturbational. Now isn’t that a cute word? I just read someone saying what I wrote was a vivid description of masturbation addiction and that made me hot. I confess at 17 I was totally a slave to edging for hours until I could edge with just a feather on my hot spot while staring at my bursting and throbbing big cock in the mirror. Confessing makes me feel extra naked and wanting to spread my legs wide for a fantasy voyeur. Mmmm! With the curtains wide as well! I learned the Catholic secret of forbidding masturbation make you masturbate and discover advanced edging at a young age. Then you have to confess it over and over again so it was always on your mind, at least for me! My small but fit body made my cock seem huge to me and I loved it’s erect shape from every angle in the mirror. I fell in love with the naughty sensations and mother knew by the cum all over my room from squirting in the air with just a feather or with my hands on my hard ass. right now I put a lovely female ass on my desktop and will be probably collecting and watching male masturbation self posted video later. I want to play with myself to the edge and stay there for hours tonight.

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