A masturbator wrote of his discovery of the OnaniaSupport group
well, even I can hardly describe my feelings. I started reading some of the most recent posts and could not believe my eyes! I went back to the beginning of the archives and kept reading and reading, all the while with the most erect cock I’ve had in ages but also with this incredibly warm feeling while seeing all of this utter openness and honesty about masturbation and pornography — things I had been longing to ask others in one way or another since I was five years old and never could.
Sure, there were many Yahoo Groups out there claiming to be about masturbation discussion, but nothing like this! Most of those other groups were nothing but places to arrange face-to-face meetings for stroke off sessions. OnaniaSupport…now THIS was a place where people were REALLY talking about masturbation! History, memories, techniques, likes, dislikes, gay, straight, bi, even females…all writing with nothing being held back. I was astonished, amazed, and highly aroused. I knew immediately that I had found a virtual home and that there was no way I could keep from jumping right into this group with both feet…well, maybe after cumming a few times because all of this sensory overload gave me some of the most intense orgasms that I had brought forth in years. ;-)
On or about June 26, 2007, I came home from work one day tired, frustrated, and looking for something different with which to stimulate myself to orgasm. It had been a little over a year since I concluded that I was generally happier as a “solosexual.” Yet, being the talkative person I am (at least with a keyboard through the basic anonymity of the Internet), some of the solo part was truly lonely and still held some shame. In the preceding nine years until then, I had a great “career” on several Internet forums posting porn. Yet, something was always missing — the acknowledgment from people on those forums that we were there to get stimulated for masturbation.
So, not really expecting much and simultaneously half-watching television, I brought up Yahoo and, for whatever reason, entered the word “masturbator” and hit Search. I had entered that word before in times past (along with every other “naughty” phrase one could think of), but never came up with much other than a lead into the usual type of porn galleries…which isn’t all that bad now, is it? :-) However, what would come on this search would be very, very special.
It was on the third page of results for “masturbator” where something finally caught my eye as being interesting and probably not the usual spam that comes up when looking for sexy terms on a search engine. I was suddenly confronted by a page that asked me all sorts of questions about masturbation. Yet, the one thing that really caught my eye was the request that I not be “currently suffering from satire impairment” before venturing further into its contents.
Along with everything else that was written on that entry page, I knew at least that I was dealing with somebody with some intelligence even though I wasn’t sure if what I would be seeing would be serious or humorous. Now extremely curious, I ventured inside. What followed was my first exposure to Richard’s blogging, his podcasturbations, his associated PeterFiles site and, most importantly for me, OnaniaSupport.
At that time, I had pretty much given up on Yahoo Groups. Having been around the Net for so relatively long, I was still extremely pissed at how Yahoo had bought eGroups and then ruined them with their excessive rules, tiny storage limits, and unexplained deletions. Yet, I was so incredibly aroused by Richard’s observations, both written and verbal, that I dusted off my old Yahoo account and signed up, eagerly waiting for approval. When Richard finally got around to letting me in…well, even I can hardly describe my feelings. I started reading some of the most recent posts and could not believe my eyes! I went back to the beginning of the archives and kept reading and reading, all the while with the most erect cock I’ve had in ages but also with this incredibly warm feeling while seeing all of this utter openness and honesty about masturbation and pornography — things I had been longing to ask others in one way or another since I was five years old and never could.
Sure, there were many Yahoo Groups out there claiming to be about masturbation discussion, but nothing like this! Most of those other groups were nothing but places to arrange face-to-face meetings for stroke off sessions. OnaniaSupport…now THIS was a place where people were REALLY talking about masturbation! History, memories, techniques, likes, dislikes, gay, straight, bi, even females…all writing with nothing being held back. I was astonished, amazed, and highly aroused. I knew immediately that I had found a virtual home and that there was no way I could keep from jumping right into this group with both feet…well, maybe after cumming a few times because all of this sensory overload gave me some of the most intense orgasms that I had brought forth in years. ;-)
Well, as the saying goes, the rest is history. While some of that road over the past year was sad and bumpy for several reasons, the one thing that has carried me through is the utter and final liberation I have felt ever since that hot evening in late June 2007 when I found OnaniaSupport. I look upon that day with almost as much fondness and reverence as the night I first ejaculated semen out of my penis.
I know that this may seem odd to some of you to think that a mere bunch of words — especially words posted in a format that are really nothing but a bunch of ones and zeroes — can be so important to somebody reading them. Yet, as I have said here before, everything from the most eloquent and lengthy story to they guy who wrote nothing but “gooooon” in his application just blows me away and I love every single fucking bit of it!
As somebody who fancies himself as a bit of a writer, it is at this point in a post this long that I should close with a really good thought or some kind of kicker. I was going to think about it for a moment…but, I am lying here naked and having thought so much about that first night I discovered OnaniaSupport and Richard’s other sites has made me absolutely rock hard. My penis is thumping up and down against my right leg from the blood that is being pumped into it from my arousal and it’s begging for attention. So, this time, you’ll have to excuse me for not having a “punch line” to end with because…well, duty calls. It’s time for me to masturbate and there’s no more putting it off. It’s just great to be among so many of all stripes who completely understand.
I stumbled on j this site as well.I have had Many Intense orgasms listening o Richards Podcasturbations-hip shaking.My spunk will shoot All over me,
It’s refreshing to read other Masturbators talking Openly about self pleasure.
I hope you are rubbing your genitals reading this-as am I.Better yet pretend we are rubbing each other’s genitals.Masturbation ideally should be shared don’t you think?
My cock is Throbbing and my ball sac is tightening.
I am So turned on that you are rubbing your genitals right now. Let’s have a Intense orgasm together.
My own euphoria at discovering a community of people who openly and enthusiastically declare their love of masturbation was enormous. Besides the unabashed love of self-pleasure, I realized,, too, that I experience arousal from the shame of self-indulgence. My lust stemming from embracing the sexuality of self-stimulation is unequaled, and I have achieved undreamed of satisfaction through my autoerotic journeys. We are Masturbators with a very large “M”