Still remember the first time I bought a couple magazines. I was playing hooky from church, since I went to a different one from the rest of my family, I went to a convenience store to check out my newly acquired purchasing power. They were a Score magazine and a Barely 18. I think I got the magazines within a week of buying porn at a rental store. Soon after that era of porn the Internet happened.”
It was really nice having access to any kind of porn I wanted when I became legal. Previously, I had sufficed on what friends pilfered. Brother, cousins, friends. A lot of them were just as needful as I. The most commonly stolen item were the Penthouse Forum digests and their like. Each full of erotic stories. That early adoption of literary erotica probably helped me get interested in reading general. and specifically in regard to the latest and greatest of today’s dirty literature.
There isn’t a moment in time that I can recall not being mesmerized by pornography. Even the general public magazines were intensely fascinating. Pictures of the most magnificent people with sexually charged clothing and poses on display. For one so young and inexperienced I took every opportunity to steal glances. I would sometimes be perpetually hard when our family was driving to the grocery store, in anticipation of seeing the softcore magazines. Learned early to wear clothing that would conceal my state so that I was free to just let it happen. When we got there, I’d say that I was going to the book section that housed the magazines. Once there, I’d pretend to browse through the selection, pick one, pretend to skim through it as I covertly stared at the smut, all while being rock hard in public–which made it even better. Nobody would have guessed what was happening before them. After all, people that age just don’t get horny, right?
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