“I love masturbating” A Reconfession – Onania Masturbator Forum

“I love masturbating.”
We all say that and write it a lot here and elsewhere. And why not? It’s so true. There is nothing quite as physically satisfying as touching ourselves, manipulating our genitals until we climax. There is nothing so spiritually satisfying as the release we have when we cum. I can’t think of anything better, can you? I had an old girlfriend tell me this week that she thought of masturbation as “satisfying her soul”. I asked her didn’t she think fucking was better. And she answered that fucking was wonderful, but that being able to give herself exactly what she wanted from sex was even better. When she was fucking part of her had to be concerned with the other person, and she didn’t have the control or the intensity she desired like she did when she masturbated. She said that the best of both worlds was when she could demand a sex partner stimulate her nipples or let her suck on a dick or a clit while she played with her pussy until she orgasmed several times in a row.I love masturbating. I love everything about it. I love the way my body suddenly responds when I realize that I am going to masturbate. I start to tremble. My nipples get hard, my cock starts to stiffen up, even before I touch myself. My mouth waters. My heart beat and my breathing speed up. And then the first pleasures of pinching my nipples and getting my penis naked are such wonderful stimulation to begin with. It’s great to expose my crotch. When my hand first closes around my stiffening shaft it’s like I have created magic in my crotch. When my fingers rub across my glans, I almost can’t stop. I want to “go for it” because I know that feeling of cumming is so perfect and I want it immediately. One of my masturbator friends here at the Forum and I agree that these feelings make us want to ‘whimper’ at the pleasure building in our cocks. I’m sure our female friends share that feeling as there is always a moment when they close their eyes and sort of whimper as they assault their pussies.

I love masturbating with toys. Sometimes my Fleshlight helps me to get just the right pussy feeling for fucking my way to a climax. (I love cumming into it; squirting my sperm into the receptive vagina-tube.) I love sliding my dildo or butt plug inside of me for that extra feeling of being fucked as I jack off. I even like sucking my dildo deep into my mouth on occasion. I love putting on nipple clamps or clothes pins to add the sweet pain of my nips as they are pinched.

But most of all I love what my hands do to my penis. Each stroke or squeeze or tug on my cock brings on that fundamental pleasure we all crave, the feeling we masturbate to achieve. When I get to the point where my sensitive cock loves each touch of my hand, that’s when I start whispering to myself that “I love masturbating”. I start gooning and chanting my magic words of masturbation: “I’m MASTURBATING!!”, “I’m massturrbating!” I love calling out “Masturbate! Masssturbate!! Massturrrbate my peeeeenisss! Massturrrbate my peeeeenisss! ”, “Masturbate my fucking dick!!” and other powerful words. I feel the self-spirituality rise up inside me and then I am gooning love words to myself as I arch my back or thrust my crotch back and forth as I jerk. “Fuck, fuck, fuck.”, “Masturbate me! Masturbate me! Masssss turrrrr baaaate meee!” And as the pleasure rises and builds in my shaft, the spiritual urges get stronger and I start begging God or the gods and goddesses: “Let me cum! I gotta cum! Make me cum! Pleasepleaseplease Make.Me.CUM!” “I want to cum! I wanna cum, wanna cum, wanna ccummmmm. Let me CUM” Over and over as I fuck my hand pussy. I’m whining and whimpering and begging to cum. My finger or my dildo in my butt is competing in pleasure with the marvelous feelings in my dick as I begin to feel my orgasm starting to arrive. This is when I am at my gooniest, best masturbating. There is precum everywhere on my cock! I know that I am going to cum. Sometimes I can use one hand to reach up and pinch my nipples or tug on my clamps. Sometimes I can even fuck my ass with my finger or my butt plug for awhile, getting the awesome feelings from inside my prostate area to help my orgasm. And then it’s a matter of my control. If I was fucking a pussy, I couldn’t make each little sensation in my crotch work toward the magic of an orgasm the way I want it. But when I’m masturbating I can slow down, speed up, squeeze myself with the perfect pressure, and pull at my penis with just the right touch. Pussies can’t do that!

This is when I love masturbating the most. I have my cum control – almost. I know I will have to shoot; but I can decide how much more I can jack myself, slower or faster, harder or softer, back off and edge or fuck my hand pussy harder and make it happen. It’s my masturbation … my private, wonderful, perfect self-love giving me the sweetest pleasure there is. I can do it however I want. I can decide where to squirt my semen, where to touch my aching penis, just how much to stroke my shaft. I’m totally into my self love, my self-pleasure. I’m fucking masturbating and I’m gonna cum! Now my entire being is looking forward to the next minute or so. I’m in control of this amazing pleasure! My hand is making it happen! I’m in control, I can give me what I need, what I desire. My penis is sweetly aching, there is a stinging urgent pressure in my shaft. I either give in and cum or back off for another round of edging. But then the gods and goddesses of erotic sex take over and I have no choice. The sweet ache turns to exquisite pleasure, the stinging pressure becomes a perfect flood of sexual release. My cock is spasming and pulsing as that wonderful indescribable pleasure fills my crotch. I’m cumming! Oh god yes I am cumming!!! I may or may not be able to groan out to the world that I am cumming. Sometime I can yell “I’m cumming, I’m cumming!!” Sometime I can only groan or moan as I feel the rich sperm rush up my shaft. I start spurting it. Squirt squirt squirt! Oh my god!! So fucking good! Squirttttttt! I forget to breathe

I love masturbating. I love watching the creamy white stuff spit out of my dick while I feel the pleasure of it in each spurt. Sometimes I can jack my shaft and add to the sensations, but mostly I am too overwhelmed and can only squeeze it and hold on as I cum and cum and cum. Sometime my penis is too sensitive and I can’t touch it or anything, just watch as the warm goo spurts out of the tip of my cock. I can goon and moan and shut my eyes and imagine I am spurting into my masturbation muse’s pussy, or my mom’s pussy, or … you know who you imagine, too. I am orgasming, cumming and having that perfect moment. Nothing is better than this! I LOVE masturbating!!! I want it to last for a long long time.

And then it is over. I’m left with the sweet feeling of my hand rubbing cum and lube and precum in a greasy sauce all over my cock. I love this afterglow too. Teasing my penis as it slowly deflates, smearing the cum-mixture on my man titties and rubbing it over my nips. If I’ve been lucky my butt plug is still pleasuring my ass and may do so for a few more minutes. My cock is still spasming and jerking as it softens. I’m wishing I could lick it or suck it, but I’m not that flexible. I can pet it gently, though. I can still rub the cum over my skin. My butthole is still clenching and relaxing. I can tenderly wrap my cum rag over my penis and gently wipe it, or I can just sit there and let my orgasm drain away as the semen drips from my fingers. I wonder if I can do it again in a few minutes. It has been sooooo good, masturbating.

I love masturbating.