My friends and family have always said that I’m a really nice and caring guy. I spend my Saturdays volunteering, I help out with a few middle school clubs, and I regularly exercise for fun. I find my life to be perfectly normal and I’m totally happy with were it is at now. But for the past 4-5 years I have masturbated on a daily basis. There was a point where for about a year I did it at least 3 times a day. I don’t really know how I even got to that point. Every time I finish I feel regret at the fact that I have been doing this for years on end and that no one knows about this. I feel like I have this morally incorrect side of me (which is wrapped up with a few thing from the past that I have taken care of, namely things about death). This whole thing has gotten to the point where a lot of the time I can’t control myself and that I do it more out of habit than actual pleasure now. I’ve tried to stop myself (I was able to go back down to once a day) but I have never been able to stop it completely. I just don’t know what to do any more.
via I feel like I have a serious masturbation addiction (guy). : confession.