In the Onania Masturbator Forum, a Masturbator Wrote:
In my last post I described just how obsessed I became with tit magazines and prolonged masturbation using them. This stage of sexual development ran from about age twelve all the way to college – supplanted only when I started having sex with real girls, plus masturbating in adult cinemas, peep shows, and strip clubs.
Before I go further in my historical narrative, let me share a few thoughts on the magazine wanking era.
I think most men of my generation, the baby boomers, went through a similar maturation and we all developed a fixation on breasts. Things are different now, erotic materials have gone far beyond what we grew up with, guys expect to see pussies and actual intercourse. But old-fashioned tit mags did the job for us as adolescents. Even if the girls had been clothed from the waist down but showing off their bare breasts it would have served the purpose, getting us up and off.
At first my fascination was with the mere fact of nudity, that these girls were allowing us to look at them unclothed, along with the provocative way they exhibited their breasts. Then I added a special interest in nipples, in photos that showed them close up. I began to evaluate my girly pictures based on breast size and nipple prominence.
By the time I was fourteen I was able to buy magazines myself, even though they were labeled “Age 18 Only”. I would leaf through the dozen or more titles on the shelf, then buy the ones with the most alluring breasts and nipples. Once home, with necessary privacy, I would masturbate with the new magazines, concentrating on one photo set at a time, building up the intensity, then backing off and moving on to the next set. I can remember several golden days when I worked my way through just-purchased mags that way, a new and exciting girl every few minutes, hour after hour of delight with my stiff prick in my hand.
Though my masturbation was a strictly solitary activity, I was in a way having an intimate experience with each of the girls. It wasn’t just tits, it was girls showing me their breasts, naked girls, posing so I could appreciate them. Since masturbation was never mentioned, or even hinted at, in the magazines, I wonder if the young women posing nude really understood what was going on. Did they know that horny men and nasty-minded boys would be leering at their pictures as they played with their dicks? Thousands of men and boys, hundreds of thousands, all of them masturbating, fantasizing, spewing semen? That the lovely photos would get all worn and cum-spattered, the pages of the magazines stuck together. That boys would trade the magazines around, using them over and over for their naughty pleasure, carefully hiding them from adult discovery, treasuring each one for the way it made their pricks stand up.
I am intrigued by the contrast between the nude models and the magazine buyers in those more innocent days. The girls had to be over eighteen to pose, but the most enthusiastic boys would be younger, twelve to about fifteen. The models, some of them possibly virgins, were probably motivated by a combination of pride in their newly luscious bodies, a desire to be admired, and fantasies of a career as a model. The photographers would coach and flatter them to get the perfect poses, the best smile, and probably never even hint at the sordid way the photos would be used. The girls would no doubt be horrified if they could picture all those nasty excited boys with their stiff pricks in their hands, frantically jerking away, shooting sticky semen on the pages.
Eventually the magazines changed, got more explicit. First a bit of pubic hair, then a hint of labia. Hustler broke new ground by showing girls with their legs apart and their glistening pink pussy lips parted invitingly. There was a tacit assumption that the magazines’ purpose was for men to masturbate with, though that was seldom discussed. It took decades, but eventually magazines could publish fully explicit photos – erect penises, pussies being licked, penis in mouth, penis in pussy, couples who were obviously actually fucking, threesomes and orgies, anal intercourse, shooting semen, and semen smeared on girls. Also men kissing each other, sucking dicks, fucking each other in the ass. The only remaining taboos were underage models and having sex with animals!
I grew up with the entire evolution of magazine erotica, from chaste posing to anything goes. Interestingly, they all did it for me, got my pecker up and maintained my prurient interest for hours of masturbation. I still enjoy a wank with a tit magazine now and then, despite the much more explicit appeal of hard core video. A sweet-faced young girl shyly showing off her newly grown breasts and rose bud nipples is as much of a turn-on now as when I was a kid.
That is all for today, I hope you enjoyed it as much as I did. More to come!
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Fergus I’ve always enjoyed your posts!!