a masturbator wrote:
Hi guys i have just joined this group and thought id tell you abit
about myself, Im a Masturbation Addict i started Masturbating about
9yo i use to rub my penis on the sheets for hours, back in those days
id cum dry and loved the feeling and i guess it just went on from
there growing up i didn’t have many friends so my penis was my mate at
school id rub my penis on the netball pole pulling myself up and down
rubbing and rubbing till i would pop in my pants i could do this 12
times in a row…. wish i could do that now hehehe id just play every
time i was alone. Continue reading
High School/College Masturbation Memories
I’d like to know when you did it, how often, naked or clothed, where
you did it, your techniques, and approximately when you went to high
school or college.
Mostly in my bathroom at home. But also around the house when parents were out or asleep. I had my first couch-copulation (fucking between the cushions) after they had gone to bed. Also liked to jerk off in the back yard at night, with my penis sticking out of our chain link fence.
I was in high school from September 1979 through June 1983. In those
years, the time of day during which I would masturbate would vary, but
it would be most often right before bed, upon waking up in the
morning, and after coming home from school. I tried to be fully naked
as much as possible, and that was certainly true of my early weekday
morning sessions when I would often masturbate lying down in my large
shower. Continue reading
a pathetic cuckold masturbator wrote:
My wife is hot. She is 5’4″ and around 110lbs. She has perfect tits
and a knock out ass and legs. I often marvel at the fact that she is
MY wife. We’ve been married almost 20 years. She is 41 and I am 43.
I have fantasized for years about her giving herself to another man. I
often bring this fantasy up but it is quickly shot down. Over the
years our sex life has almost disappeared. Even though she is hot as a
firecracker, she does not seem that interested in sex. When we first
met she was a little vixen. If my memory serves me, she gave me a blow
job on our second date. I remember her kissing me and then moving her
head down to my lap. She started rubbing me and asked if I would like
her to eat me. I of course said I would. She said “Oh good. I wasn’t
sure if you liked that or not”. The funny thing about that statement
was it implied to me that she was familiar with giving head.
Well from that point in I was getting blowjobs in a lot different
places and times. I quickly realized that I was definitely not the
first man to enjoy this talent of hers. How many others have there
been? I wondered. As the years went by this lovely pastime of hers
disappeared. Within the last 5 years I would have to say we have had
sex maybe a dozen times. I think its been over a year to date now. I
often try to initiated sex with her by kissing her neck and cuddling
her but this always ends up with her getting the giggles and me
masturbating with my head in her lap. She will suggest I play with
It’s been a while for me, but today I remembered when I stopped trying to quit being a compulsive masturbator. It was so relieving admiting that I am a complete addict, and that I will likely never change. Before that I had always felt a little guilty – I was still binge masturbating (close to what I do now; around 6 hours on weekdays, 10 – 12 on weekends) – but I tried to maintain somewhat of a social life, and would often try to quit, usually just lasting a few days.
The moment of accepting who I am came after my last attempt at quitting. I hadn’t edged that whole work week (Monday through Friday), but as I came home on Friday I passed an adult video store. While I didn’t go in, just thinking about all the wonderful porn and perverts in there got me so hard, I went home and immediately started edging, furiously watching porn on the internet. I edged through the whole weekend, cancelling plans to see friends, totally captive to the BBWs and gangbangs I was watching online. At that moment I accepted who I was. There have only been a handful of days I haven’t edged at least 2 hours since then – and that was about 7 years ago.
Now I am a hermit masturbator, who doesn’t need to worry about my “friends” bothering me because they stopped calling a long time ago. I know I will never have a “normal” family life, or social life, but this is who I am. I am ashamed at what I have turned in to, but that just fuels me. All I want now is more humiliation porn, as I sit in my masturbation cave and edge my life away. I need this so badly….. Continue reading
It’s January 7th again, and 2012 marks the 33rd anniversary of my first ejaculation…which, of course, came via my own hand while looking at pornography. After all these years, it is still my favorite way to achieve orgasm.
While I might not post here as much anymore about masturbation and seem to spend more time on computer and Internet advice to help protect otherwise distracted porn surfers — plus the fact that I have a much more “happy” outlook on my jacking habits than is the overall trend here of late — have no doubt…I am just as addicted to stroking and making myself explode with a glorious cum as I ever have been. ….
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