a masturbator wrote:
Hi guys i have just joined this group and thought id tell you abit
about myself, Im a Masturbation Addict i started Masturbating about
9yo i use to rub my penis on the sheets for hours, back in those days
id cum dry and loved the feeling and i guess it just went on from
there growing up i didn’t have many friends so my penis was my mate at
school id rub my penis on the netball pole pulling myself up and down
rubbing and rubbing till i would pop in my pants i could do this 12
times in a row…. wish i could do that now hehehe id just play every
time i was alone. Continue reading
It’s been a while for me, but today I remembered when I stopped trying to quit being a compulsive masturbator. It was so relieving admiting that I am a complete addict, and that I will likely never change. Before that I had always felt a little guilty – I was still binge masturbating (close to what I do now; around 6 hours on weekdays, 10 – 12 on weekends) – but I tried to maintain somewhat of a social life, and would often try to quit, usually just lasting a few days.
The moment of accepting who I am came after my last attempt at quitting. I hadn’t edged that whole work week (Monday through Friday), but as I came home on Friday I passed an adult video store. While I didn’t go in, just thinking about all the wonderful porn and perverts in there got me so hard, I went home and immediately started edging, furiously watching porn on the internet. I edged through the whole weekend, cancelling plans to see friends, totally captive to the BBWs and gangbangs I was watching online. At that moment I accepted who I was. There have only been a handful of days I haven’t edged at least 2 hours since then – and that was about 7 years ago.
Now I am a hermit masturbator, who doesn’t need to worry about my “friends” bothering me because they stopped calling a long time ago. I know I will never have a “normal” family life, or social life, but this is who I am. I am ashamed at what I have turned in to, but that just fuels me. All I want now is more humiliation porn, as I sit in my masturbation cave and edge my life away. I need this so badly….. Continue reading
It’s January 7th again, and 2012 marks the 33rd anniversary of my first ejaculation…which, of course, came via my own hand while looking at pornography. After all these years, it is still my favorite way to achieve orgasm.
While I might not post here as much anymore about masturbation and seem to spend more time on computer and Internet advice to help protect otherwise distracted porn surfers — plus the fact that I have a much more “happy” outlook on my jacking habits than is the overall trend here of late — have no doubt…I am just as addicted to stroking and making myself explode with a glorious cum as I ever have been. ….
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