A Pants-Down Podcasturbation
In spite of today’s tolerant environment, many people believe that real men don’t masturbate; or at least, don’t masturbate chronically. So which are you: a man, or a masturbator. This audio program will help you decide.
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A Pants-Down Podcasturbation
Nearly every masturbator has at sometime encountered the shroud of shame that often surrounds the act of masturbation. In the teasing of teenagers, jokes in books or movies, disapproval of parents or religious figures, prohibition by athletic coaches and scout leaders, casual insults equating masturbation with ineffectualness (what a jerk-off!), etc. Even if the masturbator has never or no longer feels a personal shame for his habit, he can not escape being touched at some point by societies opprobrium. This podcasturbation is dedicated to that aspect of our vocation, and even revels in the naughtiness of it all.
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A PeterFiles Audio Masturbation Fantasy.
Suffering the effects of chronic masturbation, Peter is advised by the college nurse to seek lodging with Mrs. Belano, a domestic discipline surrogate, or “spanking mom”. In his initial interview, Mrs. Belano establishes rules and expectations for his behavior, and provides an introductory spanking. Peter finds the experience painful yet deeply satisfying.
The author appends his own climax to that of the story at the end of part two.
Each part is about 20 minutes
A Pants-Down Podcasturbation
Note: you should begin with Shame on you, part 1.
Our first experiences of self-gratification are often mixed with shame. For some of us, the shame and enjoyment of masturbation cyclically reinforce each other to the extent that they become inseparably bound. The early imprinting lasts a lifetime, and shame remains our constant familiar when we masturbate. But the shame also becomes eroticized, intensifying and animating our masturbatory pleasures.
This continues the essay, taking us from adolescence through the shame of adult masturbation addiction. I apologize for inferior audio quality due to technical reasons.
Click to download or listen: Shame on You pt.2 [podcasturbation, 41 minutes, 10.1MB]
Note: if this is your first visit to my site, click to see what it is about or listen to other of my podcasturbations.
A Pants-Down Podcasturbation
Our first experiences of self-gratification are often mixed with shame. For some of us, the shame and enjoyment of masturbation cyclically reinforce each other to the extent that they become inseparably bound. The early imprinting lasts a lifetime, and shame remains our constant familiar when we masturbate. But the shame also becomes eroticized, intensifying and animating our masturbatory pleasures.
Not all masturbators feel thus. Many are "proud masturbators" and have little understanding an less sympathy for those who remain "shameful masturbators". But if you are one of those with conflicted feelings about your masturbation addiction, who find a perverse excitement in your sense of shameful indulgence, this podcasturbation is for you. Join me and let’s experience the pains and pleasures of our secret shameful habit.
This first part deals with our first introduction to masturbation and the shame that teenage boys instinctively feel about their secret discovery.
Click to download or listen: Shame on You [podcasturbation, 24 minutes, 5.79MB] Note: if this is your first visit to my site, click to see what it is about or listen to other of my podcasturbations.
The Addiction Cycle from Sexual Addiction Recovery Resources
The sexual addiction cycle is well-documented by both Dr. Patrick Carnes (Out of the Shadows) and Dr. Mark Laaser (Faithful & True). I’ve included a simple image below of the basic cycle:
I think it’s fairly straight forward. A thought enters the addict’s mind, which starts the fantasy. Perhaps the addict remembers an image he — or she — saw, or remembers a past sexual event. Sometimes the fantasy starts when a business traveler has to go out of town.
If the addict doesn’t stop the fantasy, it will usually build into some sort of preparation for acting out (a ritual). The addict may start cruising for prostitutes, visiting adult stores, or waiting to get picked up in a bar. Of course, the ritual can be anywhere from a few minutes to several weeks in length. In the case of the traveler, booking the trip might be part of the ritual.
If unchecked, the ritual will nearly always lead to some sort of sexual behavior ("acting out" the fantasy and ritual). All the energy invested in the fantasy and ritual are expressed here.
After the acting out, the addict feels guilt or shame for the behavior. "How could I do this again??" While guilt can be constructive and lead to healing, the shame can often lead to despair and all other manner of regretful feelings. Of course, the addict doesn’t like feeling this way, and knows that there’s a way to salve the feelings: another time through the cycle. And so begins another trip on the addiction cycle, spiraling downward…
I was going to leave it there, but I’ll add this: there’s a way out at every point along the cycle. The easiest place to stop it is in the mind (Fantasy), but that doesn’t mean the other locations are too difficult. At Fantasy, you can begin thinking about something else. At Ritual or Acting Out, you can change the behavior or connect with someone in recovery who can see you through to a safe place. At Shame, you can change it to Guilt and work on correcting the behavior.
What’s required? Humility and alertness. As addicts, we have to be alert to the thoughts and behaviors that are getting us in trouble. We also need to be willing to reach out to those who are willing and able to help us (humility). Remember, you’re not alone in this. Be willing to help others, and be willing to be helped.
If you ever suspected that podcasting is just another form of masturbation, you were right! These audio recordings feature both mental and physical masturbation –stream-of-consciousness essays composed during my (too) numerous masturbation sessions. A lot of the podcasturbations are of a personal nature, reflections on living with chronic masturbation addiction.
For all Podcasturbations, click http://onania.org/asm/archives/category/original-ejaculations/podcasturbations
WARNING: these podcasturbation contain candid discussion of male masturbation and recordings of actual masturbatory orgasms. The listener may experience sexual arousal and feel an urge to masturbate. Males wishing to limit or refrain from chronic masturbatory gratification are advised not to listen.