Masterjerker- Jealousy

 

…We would have lunch together but we never went out on a real date. As you may know, I was kind of shy. But I had such a crush on her. Then someone told me that she was living with this other guy. I knew who he was and that made it all worse since I could picture them together. I was so crushed. I remember lying in bed that night, so upset. And then the thought came into my mind that they might be having sex. What an awful feeling of jealousy and anguish that aroused in me. I tried to put it out of my mind, but it kept coming back. And then that thought of them having sex started to give me an erection.
How could this be? The thought of them having sex made me jealous and upset and at the same time was giving me an erection. Pretty soon I had my hand on my hard little dick and then one thing lead to another. It felt much better to masturbate over their relationship than to anguish over it. I had a really intense orgasm stroking my dick and thinking about that jerk screwing the woman I loved. And as a result I decided that I wasn’t going to let their living together stop my efforts to win her over.
I continued masturbating to thoughts of their sex and I continued hanging out with her whenever possible. Pretty soon I was the one living with her. And I knew that she had been fucked by that jerk. She had been his cunt. That thought always gave me a strange mixture of jealousy and sexual arousal. Like when I’d put my face in her hairy crotch and suck on her big clit.
She told me about other guys she’d fucked too. It always turned me on to her describe these things. It’s kinda nice having a well-used cunt. For my part, I hid the fact that I had limited sexual experience. I actually made some things up….

 

Masterjerker- Jealousy

Experiences of thesolitudeone: Getting turned on at the bar

… Because I edge when I masturbate, I need to get started if I am to maintain my schedule. Just be assured that I will really enjoy playing with myself tonight. I think that I will pretend that the barmaid will play with my penis. She will touch it softly in the area just below the head on the bottom side of my little penis. It will feel so, so good. She will blow on it and tickle it. She will laugh and smile when she sees how I react to what she is doing to my now rock hard little penis. She will not put my hard penis in her mouth because she knows that I so much enjoy when she teases me with everything except her mouth and tongue. She finds it so fascinating that she is able to bring my tiny little penis to the edge of ejaculation only then to deny me the pleasure. She understands that what she has been doing to me now has caused me to leak that sticky stuff out of the little opening at the end of my penis. She pretends to be like the Japanese girls that I see on the Internet that love to play with that sticky stuff. She touches the sticky stuff with the end of one of her fingers and watches as she pulls her finger away and the sticky stuff now is a little like a rope between the end of my penis and her finger. She looks at it and laughs and does it again and again. She has so much control over my pleasure that I cannot stand it. She goes on and on giving me pleasure until she looks at the clock on the wall and then makes me breathe faster and harder until I ejaculate in intense fashion. One gush, one moan, another gush and another and then another moan. She is laughing now watching the ejaculate fly in the air and land on my huge belly. She does not stop because she knows that I have more ejaculate to expel. She knows that I often will have five strong spurts and then several empty spurts before my uncontrolled urge to expel my semen subsides. She will then smile at me while she looks at my huge semen covered belly as I inhale and exhale causing that huge fat belly to rise and fall over and over again. She then will grab a towel and wipe off the ejaculate that is all over because I cannot control where it goes. While cleaning the semen off of my huge fat belly, she jokingly tells me that one day she is going to make me taste my own sticky stuff. After making me do that several different times, she is going to make me taste my own ejaculate if I ever want her to make my tiny little penis come again. Oh my gosh, what am I ever going to do? …

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… I say need, because … masturbation is my only outlet for sexual pleasure. I do not have a partner, a significant other or any type of one on one or one on several relationship.I don’t have that someone in the bed with me to turn me on. I don’t that someone who I can call and have them get with me to share my wants and needs.  My shyness has prevented my from establishing a connection with anyone in a sexual nature where I would meet face to face. The simple fact of the matter is that this blog is by far the most bold thing I have done in over 20 years to help me receive my sexual pleasure. …

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