The PeterFiles series, a Case Study of Masturbatory Addiction [periodic posting]

Posted on December 1, 2011 by Onania Org/asm

(Note, for all articles in this category click http://onania.org/asm/archives/category/original-ejaculations/peterfiles-text)

THE PETER FILES, A CASE STUDY OF MASTURBATORY ADDICTION

Published by The Masturbation Dependency Program
Institute for Correction of Sexual Misbehavior
Series Editor: Dr. Margaret Wilson, Registered Genital Therapist

Peter File #01: Introduction to the Series, by Dr. Margaret Wilson

We begin a series of chapters in “The PeterFiles”, a longitudinal case study of masturbatory addiction in the adult male, conducted at The Institute for Correction of Sexual Misbehavior. The series is made available in order to increase the public awareness and understanding of the problem of addictive masturbatory behavior in males, and especially as a resource to those women in a co-dependent relationship with a habitual masturbator.

We will call the subject “Peter Stroker”, an unsubtle but not-inappropriate pseudonym suggested by the subject himself. Peter, an otherwise healthy middle-aged unmarried male, is a long-term chronic masturbator under my personal treatment at The Institute for Correction of Sexual Misbehavior. His pattern of frequent masturbation began at puberty and was allowed to grow unchecked by proper parental discipline: his parents were uncomfortable discussing sexual topics and never warned him of the dangers of self abuse. He continued his secret practice throughout his youth, never forming fully satisfactory relationships with girls and becoming entirely habituated to manual sexual release. Although his private vice claimed increasing amounts of time, it did not prevent him from completing a graduate degree and entering a profession.

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PeterFiles Audio Programs [Periodic Posting]

Posted on November 1, 2011 by Onania Org/asm

This audio presentation of the PeterFiles series of masturbatrix fantasies is in keeping with the written series, and is the first new installment in the series in many years. I have hopes that with audio I will find it easier and more enjoyable to translate my fantasies from mind to a medium that can be shared with PeterFiles fans. It is easier for me than writing because I am essentially making up the fantasy and recording ad-lib as I go. And yes, I am masturbating constantly while recording, so it is personally “rewarding”.

To browse the series, click http://onania.org/asm/archives/category/original-ejaculations/peterfiles-audio

How can people sense a Masturbator?

Posted on August 17, 2011 by Onania Org/asm

in http://groups.yahoo.com/group/OnaniaSupport/ a masturbator wrote:

I know for a fact that people can tell the differece between a player, a relationship man, and a Peter Beater. I have been mostly a Peter Beater, but I thought private matters where supposedly obscured but I think somehow people can tell by the way we carry ourselves. Can I get some feed back on this?

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good q uestion Stephen.well my wife’s [ she passed way 2 years ago] know about my life as an impotent cuckold, i let her sisters caught me stroking many times. my g.f. now know of my addiction to solo sex [she is an expert on computers]i leave her by herself in my place so she can read about me on my computer[ turns me onto be known as a pathetic masturbator , makes me stroke furiously] i don’t know if she told her daughter [they are very close ] she made some remarks about me having a lot of times by myself etc….i sure hope my g.f. will cuckold me,if she hasn’t already.[ she goes by herself to a club were there is many single guys ] at the pub i go by myself [ g.f. doesn't drink ] there is still two waitresses left from the time my wife was going with some of the pub costumers, the two girls know about me.the other waitresses as well as ladies costumers i know most sense some thing maybe they think ‘m gay? or the waitresses talk among them self? or

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Spanking wankers

Posted on July 16, 2011 by Onania Org/asm

in http://groups.yahoo.com/group/OnaniaSupport/ a masturbator wrote:

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i’ve fantasized about it happening quite a bit (especially the idea of being caught by an Aunt or teacher and spanked for my perverted transgression, causing me to ejaculate into her lap), but in real life, i’ve only ever been caught once or twice, and nearly caught once.

i was caught by a bunch of guys when i was in high school, jerking off in the bathrooms/locker rooms. They didn’t do much more than laugh at me for it and call me names, but they obviously told other people, because a girl i was in love with found out and it was part of the reason she rejected me (she didn’t want to be with “the kind of guy who jerks off in public places”). Continue reading →

What a Shame (embarrassing stories) : Masturbation

Posted on July 8, 2011 by Onania Org/asm

Great site for masturbation (and other) shame and embarrassment stories

Many years ago, as a kid I used to play with my mates near an old derelict brick works. This one day it was red hot and my mates had gone home for their dinners and I waited for them in our “Den”. We had the usual collection of “Girlie” mags that most young lads had, secreted away from their parents eyes. I sat glancing through the pages as you do and the inevitable happened, I developed a rather large lump in the nether regions and I felt as horny as sin! No one ever came to our Den and I felt quite safe as I stripped off down to my birthday suit and proudly stood with my cock in full bloom. I did what had to be done and began to masturbate but I took my time and I had got “holding back” off to a fine art, with the usual dribbles of spunk making my hand sticky. It was fabulous, a big stiffie, the sun on my naked body what more could you ask for…Ok… a pussy to slip it in but I was only young!! with the mag open at an enticing young lady, I bashed away until I could not hold back any longer and finally let rip….it’s amazing how much spunk a young lad can generate!! it seemed as though I shot for ages…through the mist of orgasm, I heard this voice “is that what they call sperm??” …of all the people to come back early, it had to be the girl of the crew…I can recall the total emabarrassment, not only being caught wanking but naked as well!! of course she let the others know what I’d done and for weeks I was ridiculed..

via What a Shame (embarrassing stories) : Masturbation.

My humiliation

Posted on July 6, 2011 by Onania Org/asm

a masturbator wrote:

I’ve been told by one of the more superior guys in our group that I’ve got to
tell you all about my wife – you see, we’ve been together since I was about
twelve. She’s my right hand and she masturbates me every day – she also feeds me
my cum on a spoon. To show her how much I love her I’ve just bought her a gold
ring which she wears on her index finger.

She is, of course, my wanking hand! She’s very effeminate…has a manicure twice
a week…hand cream applied several times a day and wears a cotton glove to bed
at night so that she is always soft and smooth. Lots of guys have commented on
my wife as she’s masturbated them…but she never lets them cum…because I
always finish them with a long, slow blow-job.

No-one cares for my small, hairless cock like she does, constantly applying baby
oil to my knob as she polishes and plays with it, sometimes for hours at a time,
until she makes me cum. Then, as if by magic, the spoon appears, collects the
cum and…down the hatch!

I’ve mentioned before that I’ve actually had all my pubic hair permanently
removed by electrolysis, and recently had a radical circumcision which has left
the remaining skin on my small cock stretched really tight. My frenum was
completely excised at the same time.

Like most of us wankers, I’m also a pathetic solo sex enthusiast and I really
enjoy my prolonged masturbating sessions with my wife..although I do enjoy
sucking cock - but definitely no reciprocation wanted because my wife polishes
my knob as I suck! And I then have two loads to swallow!

I’ve never had sex with a female, in fact, no female has ever touched my erect
cock…I was fourteen when the first person touched my erect cock, it was a
member of my family, a man of course.

Well, that’s all…what a release – I no longer have to hide my nasty habits!

I now feel wonderfully humiliated and degraded after ’outing’ myself…and you
will all know that my wife has been polishing my knob as I type this message.
The precum is dripping from the end of my cock and its about ready to burst!

I say…where’s that spoon?

Peter, the little wanker.

Recently posted a new “guided” story on Literotica

Posted on May 23, 2011 by Onania Org/asm

a masturbator writes:

It has been a while since we last communicated, but trust me, I have partaken of your onania website’s goodness often during this time. I am sending you a quick email to let you know that I recently found some extra time to edit and finish another chapter in my Johnny series, modeled (if you will recall) on your text-story Peter Files stories. I think I shares this latest chapter with you before in private, but much has been added, and it has been made 18+ for publication on Literotica (as have two other stories I have put up there). You will find all of them on my Literotica author profile page at: http://www.literotica.com/stories/memberpage.php?uid=938218&page=submissions
A direct link to the newly publish story in question is:

http://www.literotica.com/s/johnny-ch-02

I am sure our fellow Onania.org/asm readers will want to know it about it. Please let me know what you think of it and let me know what you have been up to in the past few months.

from the story:

…Smiling at Johnny’s reaction, Mrs. Boneham lowered herself once again to the couch between Johnny’s spread open legs. Her soft hands encircled the base of his cock and gave it a few squeezes to test its rigidity. While sufficiently firm for what was in store, the perfectionist in Mrs. Boneham demanded maximum rigidity from Johnny’s manhood. Johnny stared down between his legs at the ruebenesque goddess handling his penis like some ripe fruit. Mrs. Boneham suddenly peeled back his foreskin and insistently teased the sensitive underside of his penis head with a fingertip. Johnny let out a loud gasp as the unexpected sensations flowed through his body. “Hmmm, you like that Johnny? Does my big boy like it when I play with the head of his big willy,” she goaded rhetorically. Mrs. Boneham chuckled for a moment longer as she gave Johnny’s member a few longer strokes. Johnny suddenly realized that his counselor wasn’t the only one laughing. He was sure of it this time, a barely audible giggle had come from the other side of the office divider. He now realized that Rebecca had been listening to them the whole time. Johnny’s face turned dark red with shame as he looked at Mrs. Boneham’s own expression. It was obvious that she had known about the eavesdropping all along….

Beatin-Off: Eating my own cum

Posted on May 23, 2011 by Onania Org/asm

…I made up my mind that this was going to be it. I figured that if I just did it right away without thinking it might work this time. So I stroked my little dick while I gazed at my cute girlfriends pic. I thought about how I was going to lap it all up and pretty soon I blew my load on the glass covering her pic. Then I took one large lick and my cum was in my mouth….

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Jack Frederick’s story [Open Zipper Project]

Posted on April 20, 2011 by Onania Org/asm

Jack Frederick is a regular contributor to OnaniaSupport and a provider of captioned “masturbation muses”, so you may already be familiar with his nature. In this OpenZipper recording he describes his life as a chronic mastubator, beginning with accidental self discovery of masturbation and early experiences ejaculating spontaneously for neighborhood girls. It gets wilder with masturbation adventures with other boys, sending naked masturbator photos to potential girl friends, early frustrations by teenage girls, girlfriend cuckolding him with his well-endowed English teacher, … and more.

Jack says:

It’s very hot to think of everyone listening to my secret confessions . … there is another thread of experiences related to humiliation that didn’t really come out, and I could talk about that further, and/or you might want to have a post-confession interview.

Email him at <wlhotwhispering@yahoo.com> and maybe he will give us some more/

Listen to Jack’s confession

Jack opens his zipper

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