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Podcasturbation overview [Periodic Posting]

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htill If you ever suspected that podcasting is just another form of masturbation, you were right! These audio recordings feature both mental and physical masturbation –stream-of-consciousness essays composed during my (too) numerous masturbation sessions. A lot of the podcasturbations are of a personal nature, reflections on living with chronic masturbation addiction.

For all Podcasturbations, click http://onania.org/asm/archives/category/original-ejaculations/podcasturbations

WARNING: these podcasturbation contain candid discussion of male masturbation and recordings of actual masturbatory orgasms. The listener may experience sexual arousal and feel an urge to masturbate. Males wishing to limit or refrain from chronic masturbatory gratification are advised not to listen.

Christian masturbator Tim W. [Open Zipper Project]

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zipper Tim is a devout Christian who has come to terms with his masturbation habit. He tells us of his early discovery and subsequent struggle to be chaste. Then his glorious rediscovery and acceptance of his essential nature as a masturbator.

Some masturbating in this recording, but Tim holds his ejaculation in order to edge several hours this day.

Tim invites your email at timalexwar@hotmail.com

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For the record, all opinions are those of the conversation participants and not necessarily those of Onania . Org/asm. The recordings are made with knowledge and approval of the participants. Click Open Zipper Project for more information on this series.

Is masturbation wrong?

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a masturbator said:

Mercy, I wonder how many of these "Is masturbation wrong" threads
I’ve read and posted to over the years in countless groups and other
places also. This poor horse has been absolutely beaten beyond
recognition. Yet, someone (was it you this time, Richard) who
started it up again? I have been masturbating regularly, often and
have continued masturbating for almost 48 years. I’ve done it
married, single, with my wife, without my wife in more ways and
places than I can even remember. It was fantastic pleasure the first
time I did it and it continues to be. This "is it wrong" business
has to be one of the most ridiculous ideas that has ever been
perpertrated on mankind or womankind. There is nothing, repeat,
NOTHING wrong with a man or a woman masturbating themselves to
orgasm and enjoying the pleasure it gives. If it’s interfering with
their sex life together there may be a problem, however, if it’s all
either of them have, so be it. You will not go crazy or grow hair in
the palm of your hand. You will not go blind. Most probably you will
experience a very high degree of ecstasy with the impending orgasm
that you will give yourself. Masturbate, masturbate, masturbate,
enjoy, enjoy, enjoy, alone, together, wherever and whenever. Let’s
talk about how we do it and how we love it and not if it’s right or
wrong. Maybe we can put this thread to rest.

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While I certainly agree that intellectually there is nothing wrong with
masturbation, there is a lingering emotional conflict in many of us. For me
it always results in a bit of "shame" that in itself is exciting, so I
continue to provide the "other" side of the debate, mainly for the little
guilty thrill it gives. (And fair warning, this won’t be the last.) For
those whom masturbation has no negative associations, feel free to ignore.
For the rest of us, we continue "processing" our childhood conditioning, and
having a jolly good wank doing it!
Also it’s good to remember that there are millions of people out there who
really are seriously conflicted about masturbation. Think of them with
compassion next time your penis feels so nice in your hand.

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It’s true that there are many people out there who are seriously conflicted about masturbation. There are also many more who are seriously conflicted about all kinds of sexual issues, let alone issues like war, poverty, hunger, injustice and seriously damaging the planet. Like all of us, I cannot carry the world. What I can do is offer support, friendship, and convey the positive and healthy aspects of masturbation which I have enjoyed over the years. If that helps just one person, then I have done some good, and maybe have done all anyone has a right to ask.
  I won’t ignore the negative messages, as my experience tells me that masturbation is good, whereas shame and embarrassment are shackles others place on us only if we allow them to. So let’s accept that wanking is fun, and be positive about the horny group of perverts we all are, and not trip ourselves up on sombody else’s labels and guilt.

Shame on you, part 2 [podcasturbation]

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A Pants-Down Podcasturbation

Note: you should begin with Shame on you, part 1.

Our first experiences of self-gratification are often mixed with shame. For some of us, the shame and enjoyment of masturbation cyclically reinforce each other to the extent that they become inseparably bound. The early imprinting lasts a lifetime, and shame remains our constant familiar when we masturbate. But the shame also becomes eroticized, intensifying and animating our masturbatory pleasures.

This continues the essay, taking us from adolescence through the shame of adult masturbation addiction. I apologize for inferior audio quality due to technical reasons.

Click to download or listen: Shame on You pt.2 [podcasturbation, 41 minutes, 10.1MB]

 

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MASTURBATION : Is it ok?

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Is masturbation ok?


“What does the Bible say about masturbation?” is one of our most frequently asked questions. Many Christians have found it difficult to answer this question according to the Bible, because the Bible never mentions masturbation specifically. To understand how God feels about this subject, we must examine other verses that deal with issues such as lust, self-control and purity. Also, we must examine its fruit to see if it is from God. We have tried to address this issue by answering some of the most frequently asked questions. Our prayer is that God will use this page to bring freedom and deliverance.

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Shame on you pt. 1 [podcasturbation]

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A Pants-Down Podcasturbation

Our first experiences of self-gratification are often mixed with shame. For some of us, the shame and enjoyment of masturbation cyclically reinforce each other to the extent that they become inseparably bound. The early imprinting lasts a lifetime, and shame remains our constant familiar when we masturbate. But the shame also becomes eroticized, intensifying and animating our masturbatory pleasures.

Not all masturbators feel thus. Many are "proud masturbators" and have little understanding an less sympathy for those who remain "shameful masturbators". But if you are one of those with conflicted feelings about your masturbation addiction, who find a perverse excitement in your sense of shameful indulgence, this podcasturbation is for you. Join me and let’s experience the pains and pleasures of our secret shameful habit.

This first part deals with our first introduction to masturbation and the shame that teenage boys instinctively feel about their secret discovery.

 

  Click to download or listen: Shame on You [podcasturbation, 24 minutes, 5.79MB] Note: if this is your first visit to my site, click to see what it is about or listen to other of my podcasturbations.

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an unassuming girl

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 from Masturbaticon I « an unassuming girl

… Before I knew it, I was obsessed with penetration.  I honestly don’t know how I made it through high school, because it felt like I spent the majority of the time at home looking for phallic looking objects to put in my pussy.  Lipstick cases, hairbrushes, screwdriver handles, bananas … I could not be satiated.  It was also around this time that I started thinking something was wrong with me and began nurturing a long-lasting guilt over my masturbation habits.  Even though I reasoned that something that felt so good couldn’t be that bad, every orgasm added to the weight in the back of my mind. …. more Masturbaticon I « an unassuming girl

The Addiction Cycle

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 The Addiction Cycle from Sexual Addiction Recovery Resources

The sexual addiction cycle is well-documented by both Dr. Patrick Carnes (Out of the Shadows) and Dr. Mark Laaser (Faithful & True).  I’ve included a simple image below of the basic cycle:

Fantasy, Ritual, Acting Out, and Shame

I think it’s fairly straight forward.  A thought enters the addict’s mind, which starts the fantasy.  Perhaps the addict remembers an image he — or she — saw, or remembers a past sexual event.  Sometimes the fantasy starts when a business traveler has to go out of town.  

If the addict doesn’t stop the fantasy, it will usually build into some sort of preparation for acting out (a ritual).  The addict may start cruising for prostitutes, visiting adult stores, or waiting to get picked up in a bar.  Of course, the ritual can be anywhere from a few minutes to several weeks in length.  In the case of the traveler, booking the trip might be part of the ritual.

If unchecked, the ritual will nearly always lead to some sort of sexual behavior ("acting out" the fantasy and ritual).  All the energy invested in the fantasy and ritual are expressed here.

After the acting out, the addict feels guilt or shame for the behavior.  "How could I do this again??"  While guilt can be constructive and lead to healing, the shame can often lead to despair and all other manner of regretful feelings.  Of course, the addict doesn’t like feeling this way, and knows that there’s a way to salve the feelings: another time through the cycle.  And so begins another trip on the addiction cycle, spiraling downward…

I was going to leave it there, but I’ll add this: there’s a way out at every point along the cycle.  The easiest place to stop it is in the mind (Fantasy), but that doesn’t mean the other locations are too difficult.  At Fantasy, you can begin thinking about something else.  At Ritual or Acting Out, you can change the behavior or connect with someone in recovery who can see you through to a safe place.  At Shame, you can change it to Guilt and work on correcting the behavior. 

What’s required?  Humility and alertness.  As addicts, we have to be alert to the thoughts and behaviors that are getting us in trouble.  We also need to be willing to reach out to those who are willing and able to help us (humility).  Remember, you’re not alone in this.  Be willing to help others, and be willing to be helped.

The Addiction Cycle

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