As I spend this week being a stoopid masturbator monkey, I’ve been noticed my bate tends to go in one of three different directions. These are the three Bate States I tend to experience when I masturbate my Penis for a few hours or more. They probably translate into what most masturbators feel, and I’d be interested to hear about any other Bate States you find yourself in.

Penis Bliss

This is the point of euphoria. I find Penis Bliss when I’m at my most relaxed while masturbating. I’ll be intently focused on my Penis, dedicating every stroke and touch to pleasuring it. I’ll usually get here when I’m not sniffing poppers. I talk to my Penis a lot while I’m in Bliss, telling it how much I love it, how much I love masturbating it, etc. There’s still a sense of coherence, though somewhat silly.

Bate Frenzy

This is my porn-induced frenzy. It can be with or without poppers. For some reason I’ll have a sort of angry look on my face when I’m in a Bate Frenzy. I’ll be masturbating my Penis furiously while searching through websites and my computer for more and more pornography. I can’t get enough bate fuel when I’m like this. I become single-minded in my obsession with porn and masturbating to it.

The Batehole

While I love all of my masturbation, this by far my favorite Bate State. This is my stoopid, gooned out, poppered up Batehole. This is where my higher brain really does seem to switch off and I am only a masturbator. I can barely speak, usually either drooling or babbling myself deeper, and I can’t concentrate on anything but Penis. While I’m here I want nothing more than to stay this way forever. Nothing else matters to me except keeping my Penis well masturbated and keeping myself gooned.

Just the fact that I’m able to experience these bate states reinforces to me that I only want to be a masturbator. Forever.

via Bate State: Degrees of the Bate State.