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The PeterFiles series, a Case Study of Masturbatory Addiction [periodic posting]
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A (fictional) clinical study chronicling the activities of Peter, a life-long habitual masturbator. Copyright 1995-2001 by Onania.Org/asm
THE PETER FILES, A CASE STUDY OF MASTURBATORY ADDICTION
Published by The Masturbation Dependency Program
Institute for Correction of Sexual Misbehavior
Series Editor: Dr. Margaret Wilson, Registered Genital Therapist
Peter File #01: Introduction to the Series, by Dr. Margaret Wilson
We begin a series of chapters in “The PeterFiles”, a longitudinal case study of masturbatory addiction in the adult male, conducted at The Institute for Correction of Sexual Misbehavior. The series is made available in order to increase the public awareness and understanding of the problem of addictive masturbatory behavior in males, and especially as a resource to those women in a co-dependent relationship with a habitual masturbator.
We will call the subject “Peter Stroker”, an unsubtle but not-inappropriate pseudonym suggested by the subject himself. Peter, an otherwise healthy middle-aged unmarried male, is a long-term chronic masturbator under my personal treatment at The Institute for Correction of Sexual Misbehavior. His pattern of frequent masturbation began at puberty and was allowed to grow unchecked by proper parental discipline: his parents were uncomfortable discussing sexual topics and never warned him of the dangers of self abuse. He continued his secret practice throughout his youth, never forming fully satisfactory relationships with girls and becoming entirely habituated to manual sexual release. Although his private vice claimed increasing amounts of time, it did not prevent him from completing a graduate degree and entering a profession.
Sometimes I wish masturbation were illegal.
a masturbator wrote:
Not seriously enforced, I don’t want to be arrested and listed as a sex offender. But just illegal enough to give me back something of the thrill I used to get in my early teens. It is just too easy these days, nobody really cares as long as you don’t do it right in front of them.
I remember how I used to hide my behavior and all its evidence. Sneaking away so I could pull out my pecker and have a go, being very quiet so the family wouldn’t hear. Hiding girlie mags, worrying about my cache being discovered. Peeking down girls’ necklines and up their skirts whenever I had the opportunity. Searching for sexy pictures, finding the naughty parts of famous books. Doing myself in bed at night, in the dark, slowly sliding my hand, mouth tight shut, spurting cum into a kleenex.
I was hiding my true self from the world, in fact almost denying to myself that I was obsessed with masturbation. It was a guilty pleasure, an exciting secret adventure.
Even years later, when sex was all semi-legal, it was such a thrill pulling my stiff one out in an adult movie theater. Or going into a video arcade kiosk, dropping my pants and underpants down to my knees, seeing my big erection there in the semi-darkness. Even though both of these were done with careful discretion, the very fact that I could theoretically get caught added to the excitement and pleasure.
Yes, I know I could still find risky ways to indulge in socially unacceptable behavior. But I don’t want to offend people, I don’t want to get caught. I just want to feel like I am getting away with something!
Nadia Cho’s UC sex column? Whatever. – SFGate
Throughout the semester, Cho’s column was at times playfully exhibitionist and occasionally political. Her writing treated sex in the kind of matter-of-fact way that someone raised with “Our Bodies, Ourselves” would.
“There isn’t anything unnatural or anything to be ashamed of in watching porn,” she wrote in September. “Whenever I have convenient breaks in my schedule, I’ll come home after class, eat a snack, watch some porn, rub one out and go back to campus.”
True Beat Generation: Lump In The Levis
We’ve all been there.
This cautionary tale took place the summer between fifth and sixth grade (again in Bedford, MA). My friends Tom Mulligan, Mike Lehan, Kevin Hartwell and I were upstairs in the bedroom of a fourth friend, Mike McGrath, looking at his older brother’s stash of Playboys. I had never seen one before, and was enjoying it immensely. We were all minding our business, gaping silently, when Mike Lehan, totally out of the blue, calls out “Phil has a boner!” He had no way of knowing this, as the magazine in my lap covered everything up. However, I knew two things: 1) I definitely had a boner and 2) there was no way I was going to admit it. So right away I said “I do not!” knowing that when compelled to remove the magazine, if I was lucky, it would be hidden. “Do too!” Lehan screamed. Not wanting to prolong the inevitable, I pulled the Playboy away, revealing an undeniable pup tent to the right of my zipper. They all laughed their asses off and I did my best to forget about until later that evening, when I’m standing at the plate during our little league game. From third base, Mike McGrath yells “LUMP IN THE LEVI’S!” Everyone who’d already heard about the incident cracked up and everyone who hadn’t soon heard about it. It was a long summer.
Premature Ejaculation Fetish Videos
Some masturbators, myself included, are fascinated by the scenario of being a premature ejaculator. I’m not one, by the way, but the idea of being so helpless and ineffectual is exciting to me. (My apologies to actual sufferers.) To be so much over-awed by the presence of a female; to lose control over my basic male function, almost like a boy wetting himself; the feeling of failure, and the resulting impotence; the female’s expressions of frustration and disappointment, or her surprise and laughter: all are so arousing to me. Continue reading