in http://groups.yahoo.com/group/OnaniaSupport/ a masturbator wrote: 

Hello, everybody.  i’ve just joined the group and so i wanted to
introduce myself to you all.  i apologize if you find it too long, but
since this is a group for confessions, and i think you more than anyone
else would appreciate what i’m feeling, i want to reveal everything
here.  And be assured that my pants are unzipped and that between every
paragraph, i’m stroking and pumping myself.

i’ve been a fan of “The Peter Files” for many years; they were one of
the first erotica i ever read online, and i’ve been unable to get them
out of my head ever since because they aroused something in my
imagination in a primal way (having the same first name as the
protagonist made it extra-exciting).  i’ve read a lot of erotica since
then, but i’ve found very few stories out there that really seemed to
fundamentally understand the nature of my addiction and what aroused me
about it.  Seeing masturbation as a shameful act, something that only
the truly pathetic engage in with any regularity (not to mention getting
addicted to it) is at the core of my fetish.  The notion of just doing
it without feeling shame or embarrassment about it…well, such a view
actually makes it less exciting for me.  i’ll explain that in a moment.
Right now i can only think of a couple of other stories i’ve read that
have impacted me as much as they did (the “Humiliated by Mommy” stories
being the other series, if anyone’s seen those before).  i kept looking
up those stories to masturbate to, my favorites being “The Party”,
“Molly Does The Milking”, and “Spanking Salon”.  So that’s how i found
out about this group.
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