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My own experiences living with chronic masturbation

Podcasturbation overview [Periodic Posting]

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htill If you ever suspected that podcasting is just another form of masturbation, you were right! These audio recordings feature both mental and physical masturbation –stream-of-consciousness essays composed during my (too) numerous masturbation sessions. A lot of the podcasturbations are of a personal nature, reflections on living with chronic masturbation addiction.

For all Podcasturbations, click http://onania.org/asm/archives/category/original-ejaculations/podcasturbations

WARNING: these podcasturbation contain candid discussion of male masturbation and recordings of actual masturbatory orgasms. The listener may experience sexual arousal and feel an urge to masturbate. Males wishing to limit or refrain from chronic masturbatory gratification are advised not to listen.

Inviting Masturbators to join me on Google+

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Masturbators (and friends of masturbators) are invited to join me on Google+ for private and group sharing

Circle me in Google+: Richard Lovel http://plus.google.com/117492694677045566285
Add our new Google+ Page: https://plus.google.com/109077214762576022350

Hangout invitations will appear on my Google+ profile. You will need to be in my “Circles” to see it. Add me and I will add you back.
Hangouts are not scheduled. They arrise as often as I can arrange them.
If you are not currently signed up for Google+, you may do so here: google.com/+
More about the Masturbation Support Hotline
Watch this video to learn about Google+: Google+ Start-Up Guide
If you haven’t heard, Google has a new online application Google+ that is sort of like Facebook, Twitter, Chat, and Webcam all combined. (Learn about it.) Once you join G+ you can communicate privately with other masturbators in text and photos.

There is a webcam “Hangout” feature that lets us have group masturbation cam and audio sessions, with up to 10 people at once. You can chat, see and hear everybody at the same time. You can share your own mic or cam, or just lurk if you are shy. (You don’t need either cam or mic to view cams and join in the text chat; but you will need to install this plug-in to see or hear).

I’ve had the pleasure of sharing Hangouts with many masturbators, male and female. It feels so good just to sit around naked, masturbating openly, talking about it, and watching others do the same. Hangouts are frequent and unscheduled. Here is my public profile Google+:

Richard Lovel

http://plus.google.com/117492694677045566285

If you are already on G+, please add me to your circle and send me a message through my profile to let me know you are a masturbator. (That way I will add you to my inner circle so you can see the good stuff.)

If you are not on G+, sign up (free) at google.com/+ . And Watch this video to learn about Google+: Google+ Start-Up Guide

Once you have a Google+ account, Hangout invitations will appear on my Google+ profile. You will need to be in my “Circles” to see it. Add me and I will add you back.

My Bator Buddy – Richard Lovel

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I blush to acknowledge this unsolicited tribute from Bator Mastor:

Richard Lovel is a recent bator buddy of mine. In the Internet masturbation community, he is quite infamous as a chronic addicted masturbator and the moderator of Onania.Org/asm website. The website explores masturbation addiction and is a favorite place of mine to indulge in my addiction. His podcasts are not to be missed, because they delve into topics of chronic masturbation, his masturbation fantasies, and cock babble. It is especially a huge turn on for me because I can hear him moan and stroke his cock. Another fairly new feature of the site is the Open Zipper Project, where he interviews chronic addicted masturbators.
Here’s the location of his podcasts
Here’s the location of his interviews with masturbators

My Bator Buddy – Richard Lovel

Masturbation Anticipation Anxiety

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One thing funny I’ve noticed. When I am getting ready to masturbate, getting my pics out, my lube ready, my toys etc. I get so incredibly anxious. I almost shake with nervous anticipation. I am in a terrible anxious rush to get it all set up so I can get my penis in my hand as soon as possible.

Then when I finally put hand to penis I am filled with peace and tranquility.

The above feelings convince me that I am “chemically” addicted to masturbation. Something is going on in my brain chemistry that makes the anticipation/release so powerful

Orgasm denial for treatment of male impotence

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I am a married male totally addicted to masturbation and no longer able to have penetrative sex because of it. I have tried orgasm management several times to see if that would help me regain the ability to perform sexual intercourse. I have tried to restrict the frequency of masturbation on my own as well as using a male chastity device under the supervision of my wife. Unfortunately it did not seem to work for me. Though I was able to reduce masturbation, it did not increase my copulatory competence. In fact, before I succumbed to total masturbatory impotence, I noticed little correlation between masturbation frequency and copulatory success. Of course, if I exhausted myself with intense and repeated masturbation in a short period, I would certainly fail to achieve or maintain erections for coitus. But if I abstained from masturbating for 3 or 4 days (a very long abstinence for me), I was no more likely to remain erect and potent in a vagina.

From Treating – erectile dysfunction and male impotence with mandatory chastity. : Orgasm Denial As Therapy – Femdom Chastity

Warning of the dangers of “overmasturbation” and selling miracle cures is one of the many shabby little businesses that about on the web.

But some men can make too much of a good thing. A heavy grip, high velocity can desensitize a penis. And it is possible to become too habituated to the way the penis is held. Unknowingly a man conditions himself to associate orgasms with physical conditions another body can’t reproduce.

Similarly fantasies of beautiful women, forever obliging or other unrealizable fantasies may impede a man from enjoying sex with a real person.

A man becomes impotent except when having sex with anything other than his own hand.

Enforced abstinence may allow the penis to recover normal tactile responsiveness. And step away from dreams of perfection and more able to enjoy his flesh and blood lover.

For a limited group of men orgasm denial may serve the purpose Viagra and Cialis do for others.

Pollinating the forest

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Recently I was riding my bike in the National Forest. I stopped on a lonely stretch, to take a piss. My thought turned to masturbation as soon as my penis was in my hand, as it does for all chronic masturbators. I was suddenly filled with a perverse urge to jack off then and there. If you have seen a National Forest lately, you know they are posted all over with signs warning you of the rules and things you can’t do. I looked closely at one of the nearby signs, and it said nothing about masturbating. So I wanked happily away until I ejaculated all over a bush. It felt so organic and natural.

Ever tried to stop masturbating?

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This is one of my favorite topics. Where does the line between good clean (well, maybe not “clean”) fun stop and compulsive behavior begin? Do we masturbate because it makes us feel good, or do we HAVE to masturbate to feel good? Addiction is such a slippery slope.

I often feel guilty and ashamed, not for masturbating, but for how much time and energy I spend doing it. And yet when I think of how addicted I am, how helpless I am, it excites me in some weird way and I want to do it even more. A feedback circle I can’t break.

I have tried stopping when I was a teenager. I never made it past 4 or 5 days. I have tried “cutting back” as an adult. I can masturbate less frequently for a time, then I bust out and jerk off like a monkey in rut. I’m hooked; I know it, I’m ashamed, and I love it!

The Porn Librarian made me jerk off

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When I saw this photo, I couldn’t help myself. I jerked off for

sara 

The Porn Librarian

I went to library school but ended up working in the adult industry instead. I’m sure that happens to a lot of librarians.  Now I get to catalog copious amounts of pornography and use the Women’s Studies degree that many deemed worthless. 

Porn For Women, By Women » The Porn Librarian