http://onania.org/asm/post/44 Living with Chronic Masturbation Addiction Sun, 05 Feb 2012 22:30:45 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.3.1 http://onania.org/asm/post/44/comment-page-1#comment-1141 JOboi Thu, 16 Oct 2008 12:50:42 +0000 http://onania.org/asm/archives/44#comment-1141 Just found your audio tapes and working my way through them - just fantastic been looking for something like this for years and don't know how I missed it. Obviously I am a complete chronic masturbator - I should be at work today and was going but found your stories and called in sick so that I can listen to as many as possible - already come twice and no doubt many more. I was caught when I was about 13 wanking in front of the TV by my father. I had the chair in the middle of the room with the back to the door and only had my dick out of my trousers and underpants, I thought I was pretty safe and would hear someone coming in but i didn't - too engrossed in pleasuring myself of course, and whilst i had also thought that with my back to the door would give me some element of safety, I had overlooked the mirror which was hanging at an angle on the wall by me and I saw my father's face staring at me looking on in horror. Nothing was said, but i knew he knew. I quickly put my dick away and dreaded having to sit at the dinner table and face him. Again nothing was said but i was deeply ashamed and he seemed to be very quiet. The guilt was huge - I can't describe it and I went to bed early voluntarily and tried to wank that night, as I was horny as hell but guilt got the better of me and I couldn't bring myself to orgasm. This lasted for about 4 days - but of course being a teenager who's only hobby was wanking. I came in the most violent orgasm. Since then (40 years ago!) I've gone on to wanking in risky places, even stripping right off and walking about tossing myself off outside. Haven't been caught in spite of that - but just the thought is enough to get me off - more power to your elbow Richard! Just found your audio tapes and working my way through them – just fantastic been looking for something like this for years and don’t know how I missed it. Obviously I am a complete chronic masturbator – I should be at work today and was going but found your stories and called in sick so that I can listen to as many as possible – already come twice and no doubt many more.
I was caught when I was about 13 wanking in front of the TV by my father. I had the chair in the middle of the room with the back to the door and only had my dick out of my trousers and underpants, I thought I was pretty safe and would hear someone coming in but i didn’t – too engrossed in pleasuring myself of course, and whilst i had also thought that with my back to the door would give me some element of safety, I had overlooked the mirror which was hanging at an angle on the wall by me and I saw my father’s face staring at me looking on in horror. Nothing was said, but i knew he knew. I quickly put my dick away and dreaded having to sit at the dinner table and face him. Again nothing was said but i was deeply ashamed and he seemed to be very quiet. The guilt was huge – I can’t describe it and I went to bed early voluntarily and tried to wank that night, as I was horny as hell but guilt got the better of me and I couldn’t bring myself to orgasm. This lasted for about 4 days – but of course being a teenager who’s only hobby was wanking. I came in the most violent orgasm. Since then (40 years ago!) I’ve gone on to wanking in risky places, even stripping right off and walking about tossing myself off outside. Haven’t been caught in spite of that – but just the thought is enough to get me off – more power to your elbow Richard!

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