…My play time sessions with my penis have also decreased over time. One reason that I am not ejaculating as much is twofold. The first reason is that I really like to masturbate as an edger and that takes time. My normal routine when I masturbate is to turn on the confuser after watching TV all evening, get necessary stuff done and check things out that are on my lists of things to do, then start to surf the net for things that make my penis stiff. Well before I know it, I have been abusing my penis for several hours. It is so much fun that I then will continue for hours more and before I know it, I find that I have been up all night. This makes it hard for me to get back on a normal schedule, so I sometimes pass on having a wanking session. So Sad. The second reason I have not been playing with my pee pee as much is that I still am suffering from my inability to stop a ‘pre-come’ problem that greatly reduces the intense pleasure that I get when my ejaculate is racing up from my ball sack through my penis when it is leaving my body when I am cumming. I think the ‘pre-come’ problem I am having is simply because my edging sessions are going on to long. The ‘pre-come’ does not bring me pleasure, just a sticky mess to the palm of my hand. When I do go over the edge later in my play time session with my penis something is missing. So sad, again….

Experiences of thesolitudeone- Running out of excuses