in compulsivemasturbators@yahoogroups.com a masturbator wrote:

I’ve always been shy. Especially around women and even more so around
attractive women. My shyness can turn into submissiveness when the
woman is not only attractive but also aggressive.
Being a man (or in my case more of a little boy), this type of shy
submissiveness does not lead one to have a lot of girlfriends. Girls
do not seem to be attracted to men that behave more like little boys.
So that left me as a pretty sexually inexperienced boy. In other
aspects of life I am actually doing ok. I have a good job and own my
own house. One afternoon my neighbor was out in her yard and called me
over. She is extremely attractive. Tall and thin with gorgeous legs.
It was summer and she had a blouse and little short skirt on. Her
husband was out of town on business. They have an 8 month old daughter
and she is a stay at home mom.
I really do not know them very well. The husband is a large man that
owns a construction business. He is a typical manly man. She is very
lady like and I am sure likes the manly man type. I picture him
putting her across his knee and spanking her then turning her around
and giving her a good pounding while she whimpers and holds on to his
big muscles.
Her breasts are huge. They were big before she had her daughter, but
now they are absolutely gigantic and full. She must breast feed and
that baby is well fed. I wandered over to she what see wanted. I was
immediately feeling shy as I looked at her little skirt tight against
her ass showing the faintest hint of a panty line. Her blouse has a
couple buttons undone and I could see the tops of her breasts encased
in a white lacy bra.
She asked me if I would help her with some boxes she had inside.
Unable to barely talk I followed her into her house. She said Bill
(her husband) usually does the lifting but since he wasn’t around she
hoped I would be able to lift the boxes. I told her I would try.
Embarrassingly I could not lift them high enough to get them on the
closet shelf. She giggled and said that it was alright she would just
have Bill lift them when he got home. Then she offered me a beer which
I gladly accepted if for no other reason than to gaze at her perfect
face and body.
She sat on the living room couch and I sat across from her on Bill’s
chair. A big manly leather chair which swallowed me up and made me
feel small. She looked at me and giggled again. I gave her a
questioning look and she comment that I looked so little in Bill’s
chair. I just shrugged and sipped my beer. Her name was Lisa. We began
to talk about the neighborhood. I managed to converse slightly but
felt painfully self-conscious.
Suddenly the baby started to cry and Lisa said she would be right
back. She came back carrying her baby daughter and sat down on the
couch. She looked at me and said “You don’t mind me feeding her do
you”. It was more of a statement than a question. I nodded as she
started unbuttoning her tight blouse. I watched mesmerized as her lacy
bra cup packed full of firm milk filled tit appeared. She then
unsnapped the front clasp on her bra exposing her glorious milk laden
breast to my view. My penis erected in my shorts. The baby’s head
quickly blocked my view as she began nursing. Her breast was larger
than the child’s head. She saw me watching and said “Do you like to
watch?”. I gulped and just shook my head yes. She smiled as the baby’s
suckling sounds filled the room. After only a few minutes the baby
fell asleep and pulled away from her lovely breast. “Oh she’s asleep
already” Lisa said as she stood up to put her back in her crib. I
watch as she stood and her breasts were both visible as her bra was
unhooked.
She came back into the room and sat down. She started hooking her bra
back in front while I watched on. She paused before buttoning her
blouse and watched me. She was sitting there with her shirt fully open
and just her bra covering her massive tits. Her legs were uncrossed
and I could almost she up her skirt. If I could have masturbated right
then I would have.
“For some reason you remind me of a little boy” she said to me. I
could feel myself blushing. “Oh look at you blush! You’re so cute. Its
alright I like little boys”. I turned even redder as she just stared
at me. “There’s still some milk left. Would you like to try nursing?”
I couldn’t believe my ears. I was so painfully shy I couldn’t speak.
“Come here baby. Crawl to me”. I got on my knees and crawled across
the room to her legs and looked up at her. “Awww. Would little baby
like some milk?” She cooed at me. I just nodded my head. She patted
the seat next to her and said to come on up.
I laid my head in her lap and her bra brushed my cheek. Her breasts
were bigger than my head! She grabbed the clasp in the front of her
bra and in slow motion her giant bosom spilled out into my face. “Go
on honey” as she guided her nipple to my mouth. I began suckling and a
flow of milk quickly splashed into my mouth. It was warm and tasted
like skim milk. My penis was rock hard and pointing straight up in my
shorts. Soon I was suckling away like it was the most natural thing in
the world.
“That’s a good boy!”. Lisa reached over and ran her hand across my
shorts. “Oh my I guess you like this huh?” I nodded my head without
releasing her nipple. My eyes were partially filled with her massive
breast and a view of her looking down into my eyes with a smile and
look of control. “Do you want to play with yourself dear?” she asked.
I release her nipple just long enough to squeak “Please!” and then
went back to sucking. She laughed “I thought you might. Little boys
love to play with themselves”.  Then she pulled her huge breast out of
my mouth and replaced it with the other one. This breast had not been
nursed on at all by her daughter and felt almost hard. Should wouldn’t
let me put my hands on her breasts. “Here darling” she said and my
mouth filled instantly with her milk. There was so much I needed to
swallow after each suckle.
“Oh look I have some lotion that I put on my breasts here. Would you
like to rub that on your little penis?” The little penis comment
didn’t go unnoticed but at that moment I was a little boy and didn’t
care. “Yes” I choked as I tried to speak with a mouthful of milk. She
took my hand and absolutely filled it with lotion. I slipped it inside
my shorts and underwear and grabbed my rock hard penis. The globs of
lotion cooling me as my hand eagerly slid up and down. I could feel
the ton of lotion soaking into my shorts and underwear but could care
less. The soft easy sliding motion of my hand felt so good.
I started to whimper with her breast in my mouth as I stroked. I was
already on the verge of cumming after less then a couple of minutes of
playing with myself. “My my you’re ready already? Looks like you don’t
have a lot of staying power do you?” she chided. I came in my shorts.
“Aww is the little baby wetting his pants?” She teased. “I think
you’re having a little accident aren’t you?”. I stopped sucking to
breath in gulps of air and just mumble “uh huh” in an almost little
girl sounding voice. “You’re such a little sweetie” as she started
placing her breasts back in her bra. I could feel the sloppy mess in
my underwear. All the lotion and my cum did make it feel like I wet
myself. My lips and mouth were all red from sucking her as well as
feeling really embarrassed all of the sudden.
“Well little guy. I think you better run along now! I guess I’ll just
have to get a real man to move these boxes. I should have none better
than to expect that much from a little boy!” She laughed as she lead
me out the front door while holding my hand. She looked down at the
big wet mark on the front of my shorts and said “Next time I’ll have
to put you in diapers first”.