So it became a fetish? I really think it developed as kind of a subconscious reaction to deal with insecurities and that sort of thing. I think part of it is men want their penis to be noticed, and if one has a very small penis, one could never believe someone who was telling them it was a big dick, so the next best thing is to be small. I dated a dominatrix and I loved her to tie me up and tease me about my “baby dick,” “tiny dick,” “teenie weenie,” “useless worm.” It is an amazingly thrilling combination.
I figured out at a rather young age that rubbing my crotch just right felt really really good. So good in fact, that I did it basically any time I got a chance. Nap time, bed time, long car rides, recess, on the bus…basically any time I was hidden from the chest down, I had my hand in my pants. It wasn’t until I was 11 or 12 that I found out what I was doing was masturbating.Once I learned about the mechanics of sex, it got extra weird…I basically found anything that was remotely phallic shaped and put it inside me. I had my first g-spot orgasm with a bottle of body wash and once I learned the difference between that and and a clitoral one, I became even more obsessed. This was a whole new thing, not only did I feel it “down there”, but I felt it in my whole body. Once I had this revelation, I just couldn’t stop, I basically became a compulsive masturbator.
Now, exactly a week after the crime, I was going to be publicly milked… and perhaps lose my manhood forever. I would be milked four times– at nine, at noon, at three, and finally at six. Between milkings, I would be subjected to electro-shock that would range from sexually stimulating to physically painful. But first I had to be mounted on the milking wheel.
Auto-erotic asphyxiation was cited as the most common form of death during masturbation, followed by electric shock.
These were reposted from other Internet sources. I’m not sure about the original source.
Thinking quickly, he realized that he had the two perfect receptacles dangling between his fingers in the form of Mrs. Winter’s unusually large brassiere. He quickly positioned the bra cups in his left hand so that one would catch the powerful initial spurts and the other would hang below his testicles to catch the dribble which would naturally run off later. The immediate crisis now over, he closed his eyes and once again concentrated on enjoying the crisis to come. A few moments later, a gentle draft wafted over Johnny’s partially exposed body.
“My dear boy, what on earth are you doing with my underwear?”
A large couch gave them a full view of the room’s very obvious main attraction, but of now, they opted to remain standing, as they circled the gagged and blindfolded boy, aged somewhere in his early 20s. As they stared quietly, they could all hear a faint buzzing.”Oh my… you have a vibrator in him too?” Marla asked. Looking at the confined boy, who was squirming ever so slightly against his restrictive bondage. His arms tied behind his back, and his chest tied to a beam behind him. His legs tied to a stool which was also secured to the beam.
Male sperm was at a all-time market high of $800 a pint as 15 yr. old Betsy watched her mothers four big male bullcows from behind grunting into their milking tubes! Their big heavy dangling milk sacks jiggling and churning in rhythm to the pulsating vibration of the extractor collars around their scrotol necks held in place with thick leather straps around their hips which held the milking tubes up tight against their big discharging male teats.
“We also see people with physical injuries from masturbating up to 12 times a day – lacerations on penises are common, internal and external injuries on women, for female sex addicts exist, too.“I even had a client who was left incontinent from excessive use of sex toys.”
Rob, who suffered alcohol and drug addiction himself before retraining at Bath University, believes more should be done to recognise that this is a medical condition.
He reveals: “Dopamine is the neurochemical of desire. It’s perfect for pornography. You get one big hit and an overload, flooded with dopamine and whatever it is you are looking for, it will never, ever be enough.
“It’s why you can’t say to a teenage boy, ‘Please stop looking at pornography and get on with your homework you smutty boy’. It’s not possible for him to stop. This is a physical dependency.
“Lots of people watch pornography healthily in their lives. There are lots of people out there having lots of great sex lives and still leading normal lives.
“The tipping point into addiction is consequences. It’s when you wake up in the morning and physically need something over anything else.
“The people presenting here in my clinic are not having a good time. The consequences are ruining their lives – they’re about to lose their partners, they’ve been caught looking at porn at work, masturbating in public or they’ve crossed the legal line. We treat offenders here.