masturbators said:
I have a major project I’m supposed to be working on, due in June. It’s something that I enjoy and want to do well on. And yet … and yet … all I can think of is masturbation. I want to do it, to blog about it, to chat about it. I can keep my thoughts focused on the project for a few minutes or maybe an hour, but masturbation is always in the background, calling to me. I’m like a swimmer in a strong current: I can make progress, but it’s an effort; and when I relax for just a moment I’m swept away.
I know why I’m like this. Years of masturbating, especially long slow marathon edging, have burned the urge deep into my brain. It’s always there, waiting for me to give in. I’m everything the anti-masturbation sites warn about.
Has chronic masturbation brought you to this point? Can you still concentrate when you need to?
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I clearly cannot concentrate. I genuinely think if it weren’t for masturbation, I could be president, or a senator…..or something. But that is an "if" the size of Texas. I can no more quit masturbating–and all of my supportive kinks along with it–than I could breathing.
Luckily, the Good Lord blessed me with a decent amount of skills, so I can function decently in society at what is really only about "half throttle".
What a blessing and a curse!
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I always think of the same thing: how much better off in life’s material and spiritual rewardsI could have been if not for the constant insatiable companion between my legs. But as you say, a blessing and a curse. So few males ever know the intensity of gratification that we enjoy every day as chronic masturbators.
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I know I’m late but just read this. Used to be a much bigger problem
when I was single.
Oddly enough it became a problem with the first Onania group! So much
to read and view (and play with my cock to) that it really took up a
lot of time. I tend to go thru phases. I’ll waste a ton of time
masturbating daily for awhile then get real busy with other stuff and
slow down.
I went on a trip a couple weeks ago and had to go several days without
it! Thought I was gonna explode. (And did when I was able.) Had to
stop by a vacant home I’m selling for a half hour, so I bought some
old porn at a pop culture store and jacked off in the empty house
which was fun…almost wish I could have spent hours there doing it
over and over.
Good thing about my job is that the deadlines are insane when work
comes in so it forces me to hunker down, then I jack off after I’m
done as my reward.
One of the only good things about not having the old site is that I
was able to focus and concentrate more.
(Now I just have to balance this new one!)
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