When I saw this photo, I couldn’t help myself. I jerked off for
The Porn Librarian
I went to library school but ended up working in the adult industry instead. I’m sure that happens to a lot of librarians. Now I get to catalog copious amounts of pornography and use the Women’s Studies degree that many deemed worthless.
I confess, I’ve done it too. I would love to cum for her in person.
Sarah Palin has clearly added some sex appeal to the US Presidential race, but it wasn’t obvious how much until a controversial YouTube video emerged featuring people who admitted they had masturbated to the Alaskan Governor.
more at Sarah Palin controversial YouTube video: I masturbated to Sarah Palin - Bild.de
Lonely Weenie likes to hump bed covers:
As a teenager, my favorite way to masturbate was on rolled bed covers.
I would roll up my bed covers, consisting of a comforter, blanket, and bed sheet, in that order from top to bottom. I’d grab ahold of all three on one side of the bed, and start rolling it up lengthwise. Eventually I’d have this long rolled up bed cover in the middle of the bed, with the bed sheet on the outside.
Then I’d straddle it by laying on top of it. My head would rest on the top of the roll, like a pillow. My arms would latch on to the roll, and my legs rested on either side, with my thighs squeezing it. My dick was pressed up against it.
To masturbate, I’d move my hips and up and down, like fucking a girl in missionary style. In fact, that’s kinda how I got into this, imagining I was doing just that.
I found the advantage of doing this was that I could realize finite control on rubbing my cock. If I was at brink of orgasm, I could maintain myself at the brink, without crossing over the line, by gentley moving my hips just barely.
I’d fantasize heavily all the while. In fact, I found it easier to fantasize in this way. I could squeeze my thighs against the rolled up covers, and hold it with my arms, and indulge in whatever thoughts pleased me. There were times, I was able to lay there hours doing this.
When I finally orgasmed, my arms and thighs clenched the rolled up covers tightly, and I held on to it like I was clutching a security blanket. A healthy wad of cum shot out on the roll, but I would remain pressing myself against it. When the orgasm subsided, I still laid there. Often, I would drift off to sleep still straddling the roll, and awaken hours later feeling quite relaxed. more at Lonely Weenie: Rolled Bed Covers Masturbation Technique
This falls into the category of “furniture fucking“, and I made a recent podcasturbation of me fucking a couch. I know a lot of masturbators, both male and female, get their starts humping bed clothes, beds, couches, etc. For most it may be no more thanan expedient way of causing physical pleasure, and they drop the practice as soon as they have access to partners. But for some it becomes something of a fetish or a perversion. I really enjoy the perverse, degenerate symbolism of having sexual intercourse with an inanimate object. It plays into my shame/insecurity feelings. “He can’t get a real girl so he has to fuck a couch.”
Lonely Weenie: Displaying Our Genitals to the World said:
…there are so many other men and women (mostly men), photographing genitalia and uploading them to the Internet, like on Flickr. Why people do this (myself included) is perhaps not understood….People seem to enjoy displaying their cocks and cunts, and other body parts to the whole world and then reading the comments that other people post. …I’ll tell you why I do it. I was born with this desire to communicate my feelings, and that’s really what’s about for me. You’ll often see photos of precum dribbling off of my cock, because the precum itself is a visual representation of how horny I’m feeling. That’s what I’m trying to convey. more at Lonely Weenie: Displaying Our Genitals to the World
I agree that it is the need to express, to reveal, to feel connected that drives me. I don’t post many photos but as readers of this blog know, I post Audio recordings of my musing while masturbating. It thrills me know end to think of both friends and complete strangers listening to me talk about the most embarrassing and personal details of my life as chronic masturbator, and hear me getting gooney/silly as I approach orgasm, moaning/groaning, and finally orgasming for all.
It’s not ego. I’m not a sex stud now at my present age and never have been. But I want to express these feelings that are so important and compelling to me. I want others to understand and perhaps feel along with me. And of course I want to openly talk about this secret habit we all share.
I am a masturbator — a chronic masturbator. I am incurably addicted to the unnaturally strong sexual gratifications a male achieves only through practiced self-stimulation. I am married and heterosexual, but my fundamental sexual orientation has become autoerotic. Masturbation has become my only mode of sexual expression; animates my erotic fantasies with bizarre and extreme scenarios; consumes my time with reading and writing about it; and drives me to personally connect with fellow male onanists.
But along with the indescribably delicious rapture experienced during extended masturbation, I feel conflict and anxiety about my habit. I must admit to myself that the pleasure comes at a cost in time, accomplishments, and relationships. I often feel that I do it “too much”, neglecting responsibilities and ambitions; from time to time try to stop or cut back, but always fall back into unrestrained self-indulgence. The sense of personal enslavement and lack of self control feeds a shame response, which has become eroticized over time and is now inseparable from the act of masturbation and only stimulates me to greater excess. To borrow a phase, “I am ashamed because I masturbate, and I masturbate because I am ashamed.”
Your presence here, your discovery of this dark corner of the Web is not accidental. You share the experiences I describe. Like me, you are a chronic masturbator. Perhaps even an addicted masturbator. You may know and acknowledge your masturbatory nature, or you may be just now discovering it. You are welcome here, and I promise you are not alone.
If this self-awareness is new to you, it may be difficult to accept. The world is not kind to chronic masturbators. We are objects of pity, or derision. We are not “real men”. We hide our nature to avoid ridicule and embarrassment. You know this; you feel ashamed and guilty for what you are becoming. But it’s OK, I understand. You are a masturbator. It is not something you can stop or control. You are welcome here, and I promise you are not alone.
That is why you have come here: to feel that you are not alone. You want, you need, you must know that others feel the call of our own flesh and willingly surrender to it. You want to know how another masturbator handles himself, what fantasies he has, what toys he uses, whether like you he is in rut for his own hand or feels the sweet sad emptiness after a spurting release. You are welcome here, and I promise you are not alone.
Perhaps you have a partner but find yourself uninterested or even incapable of partner sex –your male organs feel so much better in your own hands. You want to know if others no longer enter their partners, and wish only to copulate with themselves. You are welcome here, and I promise you are not alone.
So many secrets you want to know, and to reveal your secrets in turn. And you instinctively know that only another chronic masturbator can understand how you feel and accept you without judgement. You are welcome here, and I promise you are not alone.
Onania . Org/asm expresses my personal experiences living with masturbation addiction and a life-long fascination with male masturbatory behavior — especially in its more chronic and compulsive manifestations. Here I reveal my innermost needs and conflicts. I am driven to make this public expression as much as I need to ejaculate my semen.
But it is more than a personal mental ejaculation. It is a resource for people living with masturbation addiction, dealing with uncontrollable urges. Here you will find a wide range of articles, fiction, and audio files dealing with the subject of male masturbation.
The site is male in focus, both because I am male and I believe that males make up the vast majority of addicted masturbators. Chronic masturbation is a behavior that cuts across all sexual preference lines, and adult men of all sexual orientations from straight to gay will find much in common here.
Women also are fully welcome to enjoy the site (and post comments), whether you are a chronic masturbator yourself, the partner of a masturbator, or simply curious about male masturbatory habits. Female partners of male masturbators have a special role: your help and understanding can assist the addicted male to control his habit and maintain balance with other priorities in life. I invite ladies to contact me personally by email if you have questions.
Chronic masturbation is a major social and personal challenge facing males today. Once in the grip of masturbatory addiction, it is virtually impossible for the male to free himself from the habit. For some it can take over his life, leading to loss of esteem, career achievement, social ties, and family well being. Shame and embarrassment, fear of humiliation and ridicule, prevent us from openly discussing our issues with family, friends, or counselors. This site may help those struggling in silence.
However, if you reject your urges and sincerely wish to escape your masturbatory habits, then beware: you will find no help or comfort here. I offer only the cautionary example of a soul who long ago lost that battle and unconditionally surrendered to living with habitual and chronic masturbation addiction.
Lonely Weenie: The Excitement of Being Vulnerable said
Often times while masturbating, I’ll have thoughts of walking outside totally naked, at night, with no other clothes to resort to in an emergency. I’ll walk a mile or more out, and then walk back, all the while watching for other cars or people coming by, and find somewhere to hide. Being unable to cover up makes me feel vulnerable, and that in turn excites me. I’ve done this sort of thing before, many times in fact, and found myself needing to masturbate right there, outside. more at Lonely Weenie: The Excitement of Being Vulnerable
This is incredibly exciting to me also. Especially the idea of leaving clothes behind. I’ve not done it outside, but I have a tamer experience in a men’s spa. I rent a small room and undress. Then I lock the clothes up in the room and wander around completely naked. Of course a lot of other guys are exposing as well, but most do so in the confines of their own little rooms with doors open, or else they walk around wrapped in a towel and only occasionally flash something. Only a few are totally naked and not even carrying a towel, like me. And I make a point of walking into areas where most are still partly or fully dressed. I am also lubed and masturbating openly as I walk around. But just being naked and vulnerable, no way to hide my nakedness, is excitement enough. It is such a deliciously electric experience. That is the best way I can describe the feeling: electric, a tingle throughout my body. I had the same feeling at a nude beach once. Of course others were nude as well, but still an electric excitement ran through me.
from Wank Log: Bikes and Wanking
…In my recently ramped up efforts to lose weight (-40kg so far!) I got cycling again. …I mention this, because in my new found hobby, I remember something of my past jerking. I used to go for a ride and find that after returning home I would feel rather horny. The rhythmic brushing of my pants would be the culprit of this particular horniness. I can’t believe I had forgotten about this aspect of bike riding! more at Wank Log: Bikes and Wanking
I’ve always enjoyed cycling and been stimulated by the pulsations of the seat. On a few occasions I’ve ridden to a secluded area of the woods and pulled down my bike shorts for a wank.
Lonely Weenie: Tasting Your Own Cum said:
…Part of the problem with me enjoying [tasting my] semen … is that it occurs after an orgasm, of course. Once I hit that orgasm, my mind seems to shift back into my normal state of mind. In that frame of mind, I just don’t feel like swallowing my semen. I only have that feeling before orgasm.
I think this reaction is very widely felt by masturbators. I share it. While masturbating there is the naughtily degenerate temptation to swallow my own semen, but after I ejaculate the prospect is disgusting. In a lot of femdom scenes the male is forced to swallow his semen by the female, knowing how hard and humiliating this is to him. Or else he agrees to do so as a tribute and sacrifice to the female. I made a video for a femdom girlfriend of myself licking my semen out of my palm after ejaculating. The feeling of submission overcame the post-ejaculatory revulsion.
Sometimes, however, I’m able to produce semen without having a full blown orgasm, as I described in an earlier post. This type of semen has much less precum in it, giving it a more brighter white color. Because it comes without the full blown orgasm, my mind remains in a horny state, and I enjoy licking it all up.
There is another trick that has occurred to a lot of masturbators: get into a hips-over-head posture. For example, lie on a bed with your knees up to your chin and your butt pressed against the wall. Masturbate until you feel like you need to cum, then walk your feet up the wall and raise your hips high, above the lever of your head, and ejaculate down into your open mouth. If you try hard enough, you can get several good squirts right inside. It feels so hot and salty, and you swallow before you have time to go into post-ejaculatory revulsion.
You can also do this with your hips on a couch and your head/shoulders on the floor. Use a pillow under your neck to avoid strain.
Lonely Weenie in The Oozing Orgasm said:
The “oozing orgasm” is what I refer to as the type of orgasm where semen oozes out of my cock, instead of shooting out. It’s less intense, but still quite pleasurable, and better yet, it doesn’t leave me feeling exhausted….
The best way to describe it, is it’s like a regular orgasm, except you don’t end up clenching your muscles in the process. You can actually keep them relaxed, and enjoy this orgasm, while semes oozes and flows out your cock. The orgasm feeling is much less intense as a “normal” orgasm, but it doesn’t leave you feeling exhausted, rather you continue feeling very horny and eager to masturbate some more.
…To do this, you first have to masturbate and bring yourself up to the point of orgasm, and then hold back. Do this several times, maybe 8 to 10 times over the course of an hour or more.
Then, stroke your cock again until fully erect, and take it up to where you can feel the faint beginning of an orgasm taking place. This is the point where you might be 3 to 5 strokes away from orgasm, or, “the point of no return”.
At this point, stroke lightly, from head to base, perhaps using just one finger. I usually stroke the underside of my cock. Keep doing this until you’re able to take it right up to that “point of no return”, and then stroke just so carefully taking it slightly past that point. This is where you feel like clenching your muscles to shoot out a wad. Clench slowly and easily and the semen should start oozing out. You should feel a weak orgasmic sensation, but with a good amount of semen.
Moreover, you shouldn’t feel any exhaustion, and your cock head won’t feel ultra-sensitive. You’ll feel like you want to stroke some more.
Some nights, I can manage to do this over and over, all the way to sunrise. But most of the time, I end up feeling so much anxiety, that I can’t resist the urge to cum hard. The nice thing is that after doing this for a few hours, I’m so primed up, that a hard orgasm leaves me laying pretty much helpless in bed, at least for the next 5 minutes or so. And what a relieving feeling it is!
I’ve tried something like this also. I call it a “partial” orgasm. I edge right up to the point of ejaculating, then stop when the first contraction begins and try to clench shut, just allowing a fraction of the normal semen to escape. I can do this 2 or 3 times before I can no longer resist the urge to splurge.
I don’t do it regularly because it seems to diminish the intensity of the final ejaculatory release, which I really crave.
A cruel variation on the technique is to allow yourself (or your partner) only one partial release, and hold the rest indefinitely; no cumming again in this session. You wind up feeling so full and bloated and unsatisfied.
This audio presentation of the PeterFiles series of masturbatrix fantasies is in keeping with the written series, and is the first new installment in the series in many years. I have hopes that with audio I will find it easier and more enjoyable to translate my fantasies from mind to a medium that can be shared with PeterFiles fans. It is easier for me than writing because I am essentially making up the fantasy and recording ad-lib as I go. And yes, I am masturbating constantly while recording, so it is personally “rewarding”.
To browse the series, click http://onania.org/asm/archives/category/original-ejaculations/peterfiles-audio
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