I’m masturbating constantly now

Posted by on June 17, 2008

Moe writes

I couldn’t wait for my wife to leave for work so I could get online and masturbate, just as I did for over 6 hours yesterday. I am helpless against this addiction and can’t cut down even a little. All I do now is keep myself completly naked and masturbate when I’m home alone even with lots needing to be done. I surf the internet and chat rooms almost all day when I don’t have to work at my job. I’m completly impotent and can’t make love to my wife for years now, yet I can’t even cut down on my masturbation nor do I want to. I lock the doors after my wife leaves for work, strip naked if I’m not already naked, (usually I am), run for the vaseline and get online. I don’t answer the door or the phone I just masturbate my limp penis hour after hour and I love it more than I can say. My only regrets are not being able to make love to my wife when she wants it, and needing to masturbate so much that I don’t get anything done. She catches me every sat. and sun. when I go back to bed after breakfast and joins me sometimes.

I’m masturbating constantly now when I’m not at work. I’m 55 and just can’t stop nor do I want to. I know it’s not normal but I’m powerless over it. I think I’ve been addicted since I first started some 45+ years ago. Even when I was getting all the partner sex I wanted from girlfriends or my wife I still masturbated a lot.

This is day 15 for me. I am masturbating again just as I have the last 14 days in a row. As soon as my wife leaves for work I get online and masturbate the day away. Since I’ve been off work it’s all I’ve been able to do. I’m helpless, in spite of my wife’s comments about not getting anything done day after day when she gets home and the perpetual headaches that are routine for me when I masturbate like this. For the last 14 days I’ve spent between 5 and 9 hours every day masturbating my limp, vaseline coated penis, and today is no different in spite of the promise I’ve been making to myself tonot do this anymore for the last 9 days or so. She doesn’t know about the online time, as far as I know, but knows about the hours spent masturbating in bed on the weekends and joins me some of the time. I even went so far as to quit all my masturbation groups the other day and delete all the material I’ve accumulated in an effort to bring this addiction under control.No luck, I haven’t been able to cut down at all, if anything, I’m worse. The only time there is any balance for me is when I’m working at my job, but, during layoffs I’m masturbating constantly. I wonder if masturbation will take over my entire life and I won’t even be able to work one day.

 

Wayne said

I used to masturbate almoust every morning in the shower and in bed at nights, twice to three times a day in the week and double that on weekends. Once i was alone at home and i masturbated six times. Because I’m now on anti-depressants, the sexual side effects have caused me to take long to cum and so with the frustration,impatients and sometimes descomfort, has me masturbating every other day, sometimes skiping two or three days at a time. I miss so much being able to cum soon after i start masturbating and the more intence built up, releasing pleasures of an explosive orgasm, now it’s not as good as before, but i can’t come off my anti- depressant and i can’t stop masturbating,(love it too much;-)…i just hope that once i settle down and marry again, then i will have no need to masturbate, unless it’s mutual masturbation with my wife or her masturbating me.

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