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Moe said:
I finally got a day off yesterday.
I spent six hours masturbating my limp dick coated with vaseline and had a great orgasm. Today I’m off as well and have a list of things that I need to get done, but, I’m naked and masturbating again and I can’t stop. I was at it from the minute my wife left until about 45 minutes ago when I came. That took about 3.5 hours of my day. I made one necessary business phone call and was going to take a shower and get stuff done. Instead I’m back at this computer covered in vaseline again masturbating. I just can’t help it or control it anymore when I’m home alone. I know it won’t be long before my wife finds out how chronic and addicted I really am and the real reason why I can’t get an erection or make love. I guess when you masturbate as much as I do and without an erection you simply lose the ability to get hard no matter what the circumstances. I no longer masturbate because I want to, but, because I have to…
I am off yesterday and today and of course getting nothing done except masturbating. I beat off (as my wife puts it) for 6 hours yesterday then slept so nothing got done, again. Today, even tho I have a long list of stuff to get done I’m masturbating and that’s all. The minute my wife left for work I immediately stripped, got out my vaseline and got online, that was over 7 hours ago. I haven’t eaten or even brushed my teeth yet. I came after about 3.5 hours or so and made one phone call. I was then headed for the shower when I felt the need to masturbate again, so here I am completly naked again, full of vaseline again, and masturbating my limp, useless, impotent dick, again, and it feels so good. I will probably not get anything done today either since I just can’t stop. Every time I get close to cumming I stop for some reason then continue on hour after hour. I will masturbate again in bed tonight as my wife reads her book. If I’m lucky she’ll do me tomorrow morning either in bed or on the couch otherwise I’ll do myself then too. Do you think I have an addiction? What a joke! This addiction is taking over my entire life and I’m powerless against it. I can’t get anything done anymore. Do your best to control yourself while you still can because you don’t want to get like me.
Richard said:
I so well understand your need and helplessness to resist wallowing in your masturbation lust. I have wasted nearly 3 days chatting, blogging, surfing about masturbation. I still have house guests and am limited in the degree of my indulgence. But as soon as my wife & motherinlaw went out shopping I was naked and on cam, showing my limp and partially erect penis to anybody who would look. Chatting with other chronics and needing to shame myself for them as well as share their shame. I displayed myself to a beautiful young woman (she showed me her face on cam) but could not erect for her. I was so humiliated and defeated as I just repeatedly jerked my useless little noodle as she watched. I could tell by her frown she did not understand my failure. It is so degrading not only to fail at intercourse but even to fail to masturbate for a woman. But I know you understand.
As soon as she went off line I fired up my photo program and jerked off to pictures of big breasted ladies, imagining they also are watching and ridiculing me for my male inadequacy. It felt so intensely good to ejaculate for them.
I am looking forward to when (next week) my wife will be away for hours with motherinlaw and I can get naked and properly expose and tease my penis for hours on cam. I hope at that time we can have our long postponed phone chat and help each other understand this uncontrollable urge that fills us with helpless need and lust and wastes our time and energy and life away.
Moe said:
I’m going to let my wife catch me masturbating at the computer this morning for the first time. I remember what is was like when I first started letting her catch me in bed. I’ll have to tell about it, anyway, here I am again doing my thing. I’m not going to try and hide it from her anymore. She already knows I masturbate all the time now so why hide it. The other night when we went to bed she said, “if I can’t sleep I’m gonna read for awhile” and I said,” ok, if I can’t sleep I’m gonna masturbate” and she said, “I know you will you always do”…..
