a masturbator said:
My greatest pleasures come from the edging that I do as I post
my ideas on sexual themes and my powerlessness over my need to be
hard and erotically charged for hours. I write, polish, and write
again until I feel I am admitting my turgid tease toy is in control
and must have me at the end of my pleasure endurance for it to be
satisfied. My sessions cannot be quick because I am addicted to
mind blowing orgasms and I suffer greatly when I am not bursting
hard and completely out of control when I make a mess. I like to
think of confession and spanking when I am very close to cumming
and "banging my bell" is a favorite image of mine. I kind of have
the other problem of some here who do it many times a day.
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This is my main way of enhancing masturbation, too. I sit gazing at my
favorite fantasy pics and write (or scribble) my masturbation fantasies with
one hand while I stroke my lubricated penis with the other. All the original
PeterFiles stories were written this way, in one or more masturbatory
reveries. I write for about 1-2 hours, until I can’t hold back my
ejaculation any longer. Then I take up where I left off next time.
In fact, writing my first PeterFiles fantasy is how I discovered how to
prolong masturbation (edging). I had never dreamed it was possible to remain
aroused almost to orgasm for hours at a time. The unnatural intensity of
this practice is what really got me totally addicted, as opposed to just
being a frequent masturbator.
I rarely polish the stories for publication; I am too tempted to go on to
the next. By now I have hundreds of handwritten pages. I recently began my
podcasturbation and PeterFiles Audio series, so I can make some sort of
sharable capture even while I masturbate.
