masturbators said:
I too was alone much of my childhood. I, however had two brothers
but they were considerably older than myself, one was 17 years
older and the other (gay but closeted all these years) was 14 years
older than me.
To this day I do nor know if my "gay"brother had any influemce on me
during my early youth, he did instigate sexual acts on me at my
14 th year. I hated it, liked the sex sort of, but hated the idea
that he was my brother and an authority figure. I feel that
masturbation was and still is an escape mehanism for me.
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Speaking as an only child, I had lots of time to myself, and lots of privacy. I could jerk off whenever I wanted. Though i do remember my father sitting me down to "chat" about masterbation", later that night I found a box of Kleenex on the night stand and a wastepaper basket. my mom still thought it was my allergies and blowing my nose a lot.
Amazingly, no 1 ever had any chats with me on me rubbing my boners, not even my aunt who raised me from the time I was 3, not even this 1 sitter I had, even though I knew from the nite before she was only available only for 1 day, after the end of the day, she was even sorry to see me go. During that hot muggy day, the summer I was 7, all by accords, no friction ever at all, the sitter, early 20’s, slenderly per se, attractive, and a sweetheart, she not only invited me to rub her pregnant belly, she said was 6 months pregnant, she even let me see her lovely pregnant belly in only only her maternity bra and maternity underpants, I was inpressed with how her maternity underpants, swept not only her belly button way beneath her maternity underpants, i was turned on with how her maternity underpants swept way high up over her pregnant belly, showing only roughly 1″ of her pregnant belly, just below fer maternity bra, from her slenderly rear end, her maternity bra and her maternity underpants were roughly 9″ from each other, at 1st just as a joke I let her rub my belly, at 7, I was pretty small and skinny, except for my somewhat large belly, it felt pleasurable rubbing each other’s bellies, that hot muggy day, the only 1 thing I ever had on were skin tight short shorts, which looked and felt like a speedo, I did not have to wear underpants on underneath, that’s right, I had no underpants on underneath my shin tight short shorts, as they went on like a speedo, no gaps anywhere ever at all, I had no shirt on, no shoes on that hot muggy day ever at all. Enjoying each other’s bellies, gave me a boner in my skin tight short shorts, it was too small to be detectable at all, and for 1, the sitter said nothing to me about it ever at all. After a bit, the sitter even let me wear my skin tight short shorts on backwards, to sweep over my belly button for full effect, after I half suggested it, I excused myself to the can, turned my skin tight short shorts around, I saw myself in the plate glass mirror mounted on the inside bathroom door, the front of my skin tight short shorts completely hugged over my rear end, the rear end of my skin tight short shorts swept at least 2″ over my belly button, sweeping over nearly 2/3 of my belly, I rubbed and patted my “pregnant belly” for a moment, while gazing at the bathroom mirror, I emerged from the can, still rubbing my “pregnant belly” in my skin tight short shorts on backwards, the sitter said I was awfully cute, rubbing my “pregnant belly” in my “skin tight maternity short shorts”, then we got back to rubbing each other’s bellies, it was so pleasurable I should have remembered this for a long time, then nap time came, I was in the sitter’s spare room, spare room door locked—upon the sitter’s ok, in the spare room, was another plate glass mirror, for another moment I looked in the mirror, admiring and rubbing my “pregnant belly” in my “skin tight maternity short shorts”, also feeling my mini boner wiggle a bit, then I climbed in bed, enjoying my boner before falling to sleep, when my nap ended, thanks to a wrap on the spare room door, I switched my skin tight short shorts back, then energed from the spare room, it was after 5pm, the sitter was back in her housedress as though nothing had happened at all, things stayed that way after all these years, then when I 12, I had my 1st speedo, 1st real boner—in my 1st speedo, thanks to free time, my aunt having to work long hours, complete privacy, and a pregnant neighbor, in only her bra and belly sweeping maternity short shorts—sunbathing poolside from outside my 2nd story apartment window, while not remembering my “pregnant belly” moment at 7, now wondering what might have been, had I remembered.
This is a recap of my above mentioned “pregnant belly” comment, from when I was 7. What I half suggested, when the pregnant sitter, clad only in her maternity bra, maternity underpants, and bare feet, and I, were rubbing each other’s bellies, and when I was looking down at my somewhat large belly in only my skin tight short shorts, with my belly button in plain view, and bare feet, that’s when I wished my skin tight short shorts swept over my belly button just like what her maternity underpants were doing her belly button, and that’s when she, without any hesitation ever at all, gave me the invite to wear my skin tight short shorts on backwards to sweep over my belly button for a “pregnant belly” effect, I excused myself to the can, locked the door to the can, pulled off my skin tight short shorts, turned them around, put them back on as my “skin tight maternity short shorts”, while the “rear end” of my “skin tight maternity short shorts” had a little more than enough fabric to hug completely over my rear end, the “front” of my “skin tight maternity short shorts” not only swept over my belly button by at least 2″, they swept way high over 2/3 of my “pregnant belly”, and the waistband of my “skin tight maternity short shorts” actually stayed put, and never rode down ever at all, not even when we continued enjoying our pregnant belly rubs and our “pregnant belly” rubs, not even when I enjoyed my “pregnant belly” nap later on. Before I emerged from the can, I saw myself in the plate glass bathroom mirror, only for 1 more moment, I rubbed both my hands across the “front” of my “skin tight maternity short shorts”, sweeping way high over the lower 2/3 of my “pregnant belly”, then as I emerged from the can, continuing my aforementioned “pregnant belly” rub, from when I was still in the can, the pregnant sitter, in her maternity bra, in her maternity underpants, said I looked awfully cute feeling my “pregnant belly” in my “skin tight maternity short shorts”. As I climbed back on the foot stool, just as I enjoyed feeling the silkiness of her maternity underpants sweeping over her pregnant belly including her belly button, she enjoyed feeling the stretchiness of my “skin tight maternity short shorts” sweeping over my “pregnant belly” including my belly button, and during that time, I looked down at my “pregnant belly” in my “skin tight maternity short shorts”, sweeping way high over 2/3 of my “pregnant belly” with my belly button swept completely underneath my “skin tight maternity short shorts”, all completely out of view, and bare feet, the moment was so very pleasurable, I had a mini boner, luckily it was too small, since I was only 7 at the time, ever to be detectable ever at all, after all, the pregnant sitter, still clad, only in her maternity bra, maternity underpants, and bare feet, never said 1 word to me about it ever at all. It is no wonder I get all aroused to this very day, when it comes to gals’ pregnant bellies in maternity bras, maternity underpants, skin tight maternity short shorts, etc.