In the Onania Masturbator Forum, a Masturbator Wrote:
i’m confessing to everyone here that i’m a chronic, perverted, solosexual penis masturbator, it’s finally time to come out of the closet and just say it! the truth is that i get off on being pathetic, being chronic, being addicted, and being in total love with my penis and with myself. a lifetime of stroking penis, always looking for opportunities to further pervert myself, and a never-ending addiction to pornography — well, put all that together, and what you get is me.
solosexual penis masturbator
as an adolescent, i was filled with constant guilt over stroking my penis — my only “sin” to confess was extended, chronic, frequent masturbation! it wasn’t long before i realized what a huge attraction i had to the male body, face, pubic hair, penis, and stature. talk about being fucked up! huge, huge denial wrapped up with stroking my penis whenever i was alone. it’s no wonder i became so fucked up.
i’m also a total pervert, just with myself. i’ve always found creative ways, let’s call them, to “punish” myself for masturbation, even though really they were simply to make it even more fun. the years have only reenforced the habit. i get off on shame, on “knowing” that masturbating my well-masturbated masturbator’s penis is fucked up, perverted, pathetic, and not normal. but knowing i’m a solosexual masturbator is fucking hot. i confess to believing that i’m the luckiest man in the world, being born to do nothing sexually other than masturbate my penis, view pornography, and get off on being in the company of the rest of you.
not everyone in onania is a shame masturbator, of course. but if there’s one thing i’ve learned, it’s to go with what makes penis hard, erect, and turgid. my perversion is masturbation, always has been, and always will be. so there, now i’ve said it!
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