Girly pictures still do it for me!

In the Onania Masturbator Forum, a Masturbator Wrote:

And masturbating. I spent all day at this, ignoring all other projects, including work on my book. I just gawked at all those young naked girls with round white boobs. I couldn’t stop, I handled myself feverishly for nine hours straight. Despite efforts to conserve my libido I orgasmed three times, which is unusual at my age (67).


Girly pictures still do it for me!

 by Fergus » Fri Jul 07, 2017 11:42 am

I found out something interesting about myself yesterday – soft-core erotic photography still does it for me.  

As background, let me explain that I have been working on turning my “Becky Stories” into a book, currently 150 pages long. It started as straight masturbation fantasy several years ago, an older man enjoying an unexpected sexual relationship with a gorgeous and compliant eighteen year old girl. The characters gradually emerged from the smut as I wrote, edited, and polished the stories, and there was just enough plot to string the sex scenes together.

I published eight chapters on my blog in December 2012.
http://fergusmacdougal.blogspot.com/201 … r-one.html

Lurking in my brain, though, were some ideas about where the saga of Becky might go next. I returned to the work in progress in February this year and it has since then occupied a lot of my time. I would describe it currently as an erotic romance thriller. Think Sue Grafton (you know her, murder mysteries, titled alphabetically) but from a male point of view, and substitute graphic sex for fear and murder.

So, I have had mental images of an eighteen year old female body on my mind day and night for weeks now. I am as visually oriented as any guy, I have always depended on photos and videos when I masturbate, and other people’s erotic writing seldom does it for me.

After weeks of visualizing Becky and describing her in words, I began to look for erotic photographs that approximated my mental images. Pretty face, flawless pale skin, narrow waist, round white breasts, slender shapely legs, pert behind. I thought some of my potential readers might need a bit of help visualizing Becky.

This led me to the Met-Art website, an old favorite that I have not looked at much in recent years. The teasers and free photos of the day lured me in and I subscribed. It is almost all photo sets, videos are on a related site, and is generally regarded as soft-core. It is classy girly photography, truly beautiful.

https://www.metart.com/

The models on Met-Art are mostly trim and fit European girls, young and pristine with no tattoos or piercings. Just about all of the girls have bare pubes, or at most a tiny landing strip. They are posed nude, or end up that way, though there are some lingerie shots. Breasts are featured, but all sets include spread leg shots. 

The girls in general are young and their breasts tend to be small and firm. My idealized Becky is as young as legal, but has full round boobs. Using the search function on Met-Art to specify breast size as large I got hundreds of results, none of them fake tits or ponderous jugs, just beautiful girls with eye-popping big round natural boobs.

This was just what I wanted and I started downloading. 

And masturbating. I spent all day at this, ignoring all other projects, including work on my book. I just gawked at all those young naked girls with round white boobs. I couldn’t stop, I handled myself feverishly for nine hours straight. Despite efforts to conserve my libido I orgasmed three times, which is unusual at my age (67).

So here is what I learned about myself. In my ongoing quest for imagery to fuel my masturbational needs I have been choosing video over still pictures, kink and variety over traditional porn. But simple pictures of naked girls showing off their breasts still work for me, just like they did when I was twelve years old.

 


 

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