Fergus MacDougal – More

In the Onania Masturbator Forum, a Masturbator Wrote:

In private, in my secret life, I am a gross naked compulsive masturbator, obsessed with sex, my hand always stroking my penis. In my mind’s eye my erection is a foot long, the most beautiful thing in the world. It governs my life, I devote myself to fulfilling its needs. It is as true now as when I was a priapic teenager – if I have time and privacy I will almost always devote it to masturbation. But nobody knows that about me.


Fergus MacDougal – More

 

This is the second post in my masturbation journal, following an introduction presenting myself and my blog. Please allow me to talk a bit more about myself.

I have a dual self-image, probably familiar to many readers of this forum. Let me describe the two people that I am.

In public I am well spoken, erudite, polite, usually well dressed, reserved but reasonably sociable. I am told that I have a distinguished look and impressive manner, as befits a retired professor. This is the persona known to friends and family, professional associates, and people I meet day to day. Respectable and normal, nothing shocking about me at all.

In private, in my secret life, I am a gross naked compulsive masturbator, obsessed with sex, my hand always stroking my penis. In my mind’s eye my erection is a foot long, the most beautiful thing in the world. It governs my life, I devote myself to fulfilling its needs. It is as true now as when I was a priapic teenager – if I have time and privacy I will almost always devote it to masturbation. But nobody knows that about me.

I am not a pathetic compulsive masturbator, I feel no shame or guilt about who I really am or what I do. It is a lifestyle choice, I just love to masturbate and to indulge in everything related to that. I keep it secret because society still seems to frown upon masturbators, or worse yet, to laugh at them.

Being retired I have abundant time to devote to my favorite form of recreation, masturbating almost every day, usually for hours at a time. I treasure pornography, indulge myself in erotic writing, explore various kinks that contribute to sexual pleasure, anything that feeds my need to stroke my penis and maintain the mental high that masturbation gives me.

Does this self-description resonate with any of you?

Always ready to masturbate, or talk about it, or write about it…

 

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