Onania Masturbator Forum: PPAD: Pussy Penetration Anxiety Disorder

In the Onania Masturbator Forum, a Masturbator Wrote:

Then she motions me to put it in her and there it goes. Limp as it could be. We tried, she tried but nothing. Could not get it hard enough to put it in her. Came up with a lame excuse and soon enough had an excuse to leave.

 


This is so true about me.
When I read it, it just seems so about how I can perform, or rather not perform.

Not seen or been close to my wife’s pussy for more then 5-6 years now. Do remember how it looks and vaguely how it feels. I do love her but there have never been an adventures sex life since we started. We did play around maybe once a month but not more. Could be me since I have masturbated all my life a lot more than that. So I probably wasn’t to eager to have sex.
Now a days it’s not even an issue, and none of us never takes action. I am of course so happy wanking every day to porn and endless fantasies, more and more perverted. What my wife do I am not sure. It could be that she has someone else, adding to my cuckold fantasies  

3 years ago me and a friend, girl, ended up at her place touching and playing around. Was hard all the time and just loved licking and kissing her all over. So many years without a pussy or breast for that matter.
Then she motions me to put it in her and there it goes. Limp as it could be. We tried, she tried but nothing. Could not get it hard enough to put it in her. Came up with a lame excuse and soon enough had an excuse to leave.

This happened 3 times during 4 month. Now I try to avoid meeting here, neighbour, and if I do, never ever talk about it or try to get there again. It’s soo shameful and she probably just laughs at me. She is a beautiful sexy girl and I wish I could.

So this topic I am well aware of. At this point, I can’t see myself near a pussy again, and even if, I wouldn’t know what to do. 
But good thing is, I got to hands, lots of toys and lots of time alone masturbating.


 

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